To Be Loved By You

Chapter 1:

"Hey,That's her!" I heard someones voice as I started walking into the aisle.

"She's Carmela Elizabeth! The girl in Tyron affair's scandal!" she exaggeratedly whispered to the girl beside her. So much for a whisper,her voice are loud enough para mapalingon ang iba pang tao sa loob ng simbahan sa kanya.

"Really? She's that bitch?" I raised my eyebrow. Seriously?  Hindi ba
nila naiisip na nasa loob sila ng simbahan?  Bakit ba ako ang topic ng mga to? Dapat ang pinaguusapan nila ay yung ikakasal.

"So much for being a mistress, she's ruining her career! She's just 19 right? She even had the gut to attend their wedding after almost ruining it!" Malakas nyang sabi na para bang pinaparinig nya talaga sakin yon.

Ipinagkibit balikat ko na lamang ang aking naririnig at muli akong nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. Everyone was looking at me, may iba na humahanga, ang iba ay nagbubulungan,probably to gossip about me! May iba naman na nagtataka dahil sa lahat ng bridesmaid ako lang ang walang kapares. Well,my so called partner ditched me! Probably because he does'nt want to be involved with my issue!

Tsk! God know's how much I want to roll my eyes right now but I can't do that. Why? Because I am the Great Carmela Elizabeth! The always pretty,elegant and calm Elizabeth.
I never losed my composure at a time like this those baseless rumor can't bring me down.

I smiled at my cousin,the groom, Tyron  Gonzales,after I finally reached the end of the aisle. He looked at me with a glimpse of worried in his eye. Muli ko na lamang syang nginitian para iparating sa kanya na I'm okay and that those rumors about as dating does not affect me at all.

Nagbuga ako ng buntong hininga matapos akong makaupo sa aking assigned seat. Honestly,balewala naman talaga sakin ang mga rumors about me. Gawa-gawa lamang yon ng mga taong gusto akong siraan and it's not like it's true anyway.

Di magtatagal the truth about me and tyron being cousins will be known. Palagi naman ganun,hindi ko alam kung bakit patuloy nila akong sinisiraan gayong palagi namang napapatunayan na walang katotohan ang mga paratang nila tungkol sakin.
I guest that just how the world revolved. If you're standing high on this society mas maraming tao ang pilit kang hihilahin pababa. Because they have this certain mindset na sila dapat ang nasa posisyon mo not you.

All my life I've always been the center of attention.  Being the daughter of the former miss universe philippines and a  general, I never had a peaceful life! it's not like I have a problematic life. It just that,Buong buhay ko palaging may nakatutok na camera sakin. My life was documented and posted in social media. Even pagbili ko ng Ice cream sa convenients store makikita mo sa social media. Sometimes gusto ko nalang tumawa kasi what I'm doing is just bare minimum pero lahat yon makikita mo sa social media na para bang ang ginawa ko ay sobrang kahanga-hanga.

I'ts not like I'm complaining about my life it just that my life right now is pretty boring, well im just nineteen years old so maybe just maybe, this year something new will happen to my life,something that I've never experience before.

The kissed from the groom and the bride ended the ceremony. I was invited by the wedding organizer to take a picture with the bride. Hindi ako masyadong closed sa kanya because her energy does'nt match mine.
Masyado syang masayahin at goofy malayo sa ugali namin ni tyron. Tyron is like a male version of me the only difference is that, tyron is cold looking and have a bad temper, while they say,I give off a nature vibe like. You know the vibe na nararamdaman mo sa isang payapang lugar? They said I had that.

Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko before,never pakong nawalan ng composure sa kahit anong uri man ng pangyayari. Maybe because I was trained to be like that. I was trained to be a girl who should'nt rolled her eyes with others,to always wear a smile, to be gentle,to walk with confidence, and to never raise my voice.