Enkay 💘 [english]

5.

Kaya and Ender have two more days in London  and after that the vacation ends and they are going back to Istanbul.
It was really great. Ender was sleeping normal and eating normal again. Her eyes became even more shiny. She wasn't so afraid anymore and she stopped being so paranoid. She is still trembling in her sleep sometimes, but Kaya kisses her head and it stops.
They have so many amazing memories from London, the whole vacation made them even closer to each other. And they are more  in love than ever.

Ender was talking to Yildiz when Kaya came in the room and hugged her from behind.

— Hello, Yildiz. How are you?
— Im good, Kaya, but not as good as you two are... I mean Ender just told me about last night and I wish my husband was as romantic as you are! Endo, you really did hit the jackpot with Kaya!
— I know Yildiz, I know!-Ender said while she turned around to kiss Kaya.- Anyway, we should go, Yildiz, by-bye!
— By-bye. Take care!
— You too, Yildiz.-Kaya said and Ender hung up the phone.
— I am sorry, you told her about last night?!
— Relax, askim, i told her about the dinner, and the flowers and how you took me to the London eye, and how you kissed me when we were at the top of the wheel, and how we walked hand in hand after that... and how beautiful is London at night and how I thought I wanted to stay here forever, but it turned out that I dont care where am I, I just need to be with you.-She kissed him again.
— So you didn't tell her about the night we had-Kaya said with a teasing smile.
— How could I?! Last night was just for you and me.-Ender responded with the same teasing smile and as Kaya kissed her passionately, she melted in his arms.

They weren't ready to go back to Istanbul, but they had to. And honestly they were so happy and full of joy after London... as if they had a bubble around them. But as they got of the plane the bubble started to fade away.

Caner and Zehra were waiting for them at the airport. Kaya was holding Ender's hand, Caner and Zehra greeted them and drove them home. Four hours later, everything was unpacked, they ate and now the cutest couple on earth, as Zehra said when Ender showed her a picture of her and Kaya in one of the biggest chocolate stores in London, were sitting on the couch watching a movie. Suddenly the movie stopped due to breaking news. It was about the explosion. Ender turned white. She just froze. She couldn't here, she couldn't move. She felt something, something warm, a hand? Kaya's hand. She try to look at his eyes, but it was hard. It was really hard. Some time passed and she was slowly starting to feel herself. She had a panic attack, but Kaya was right there, holding her hand and telling her that its finec that she's okay. When she was finally back to reality she hugged Kaya tightly and she whispered to him:
— Please, don't ever let me go!
— I won't, baby! Never!
— Good, thank you.
— How are you feeling? You just had a panic attack, you had a panic attack because of the thought of the explosion. Everything was fine just about five hours ago.
— Don't worry... I think I was just brought to reality too fast... It will pass... It was so hard for me to get back to the Ender before the accident. I won't give that up. I promise!
— I won't let that happen! I don't want you to be afraid ever again!
— I love you, Kaya!
— I love you too!

She said it was fine. She ate normal and she was sleeping peacefully, she started trembling again but it stopped as soon as Kaya kissed her hair. It was fine. Even though Kaya never said it, Ender scared the hell out of him. The first week after the explosion was extremely hard for Ender, but it definitely wasn't easy for Kaya as well. It felt like he lost her. Like Ender he knew was lost somewhere between the ruins of that house. Ender was was laying in that hospital bed was like a ghost. She was there, but she wasn't.
Something snapped him out of his thoughts. Ender turned around and tried to pull up the blanket. Kaya smiled at her and wrapped her up in the cozy blanket. He kissed her hair and hugged her.
— I can't imagine my life without you! - he said and he closed his eyes.