(BL)(MTL)Two Long Aotian's Shura Field (Wearing Books)

Chapter 39

Chapter 39 Yang Yueling

    You are still blaming yourself for perfection like this, but I don't even know how I can't remember how I got revenge on you now.

    At that time, how painful it was...

    That is, the more people who treat him like this, the more Pei Ming thinks that he is too harsh on himself.

    If it were someone else, with Pei Ming's character, he would only feel that he deserved it.

    But before Pei Ming thought about it, he heard Yue Xiuzhi say: "Nevertheless, I don't actually want to face him anymore."

    "...I really don't dare to recall what it was like at that time. I feel dead. It's a million times better than being tortured by that. I just said that I 'almost broke down' at that time, but it's not true, I've already broken down."

    "Reason is reason. Reason tells me that I still owe him , but what about emotionally?"

    "I'm just a layman, a selfish person."

    "I'm really scared. Even if I feel ashamed of him, I can't face him anymore. Even intellectually I can Forgive him, emotionally, but I can't." When

    Pei Ming heard Yue Xiuzhi say that he couldn't forgive himself, his heart was inevitably tight.

    But in the face of Yue Yuzhi, he always showed the greatest tolerance and understanding in his life.

    In fact, it is inevitable that the more you cultivate, you cannot forgive him, isn't it?

    Who can face an abuser without grudges after being treated like that?

    Even he, who was once tortured by Yue Xiuzhi, can forgive him and even feel sorry for him now. Isn't there a reason why Yue Xiuzhi has already been avenged by him?

    Pei Ming couldn't guarantee it.

    He returned with revenge, and he let it go, but who can ask Yue Xiuzhi to let go too.

    In fact, he knew this for a long time, but he was fantasizing, hoping that Yue Xiuzhi would really have no grudges.

    Facts have pierced his illusions, and he no longer holds unrealistic hopes.

    I just heard Pei Ming say: "Don't be too harsh on yourself. How can there be any saint in the world? You think so, it's definitely not selfish, but just human nature. There will be no better way."

    It doesn't matter. , Master.

    I will let you down slowly.

    So hurting you...I'm really sorry. In the future, if you want to stab me a few times or take revenge on me, I will not have any complaints.

    Thinking of this, Pei Ming suddenly thought: Even if he were to hand the knife to Yue Xiuzhi and force him to do it, he would not be able to do it.

    He sighed inwardly.

    However, Yue Xiuzhi quickly sorted out his emotions - he always did this, burying everything in his heart, and burying it to death.

    There was even a brisk smile on the corner of his mouth, and he patted Pei Ming on the shoulder: "I'm sorry, I said so much all of a sudden."

    It's really Smith Marseille to force you back into a tree hole.

    "It's okay." Pei Ming shook his head, forcibly pretending to be an outsider: "It's better to say something, you'll become ill if you keep it in your heart."