Arsenal

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Roy's pov
Mornings always suck for me. Especially since the mirakuru happened. But today it was fine because I get to wake up next to Oliver. I'm 24 and I have yet to get my life together.

I'm lying in bed with the man of my dreams and all I can do is stare at how the light hits his face and his chest. How gorgeous he looks right now. I reach up and start to rub my hand down his back. His skin was rough. Yet soft. "Good morning honey." Oliver said with a groan. It came out as a light whisper. "Good morning baby." I say just as light as I pull his face down for a kiss

It's mornings like these that I wish would last forever. "I could get used to this" I said as I deepened the kiss by getting on top of him. "Mhhh me too." Oliver say as he flips us over so he's on top. I smile into the kiss and for 30 seconds everything was perfect. That was until one of the trivia questions Oliver asks me came out "what city does Barry live in?" I dread these questions because of why he has to ask. I have black outs and now he asks me easy trivia questions to make sure I'm actually awake. " baby can we just do this later? Wanna go back to sleep." I was so sick of slade being able to control everything even when he isn't here. This shit isn't fair. "We can go back to sleep. Just answer my question. Where does Barry Allen live?" He said as if it was the most simple thing in the world. And it was
"He lives in central city with his wife iris."
I say looking out the window. At this point I was sitting up with tears prickling my eyes. "Now was that so hard?" Oliver asks softly as he hugs me from behind. I think he realized I was crying because he put a hand on my cheek and whipped away my tears. "Talk to me baby, what's the matter? Why are you crying?" There it was. The dreaded question. But for once I decide not to lie.

      "Why do you love me? I screw everything up for you. You could have been with Sara or felicity, hell even laurel. But you pick a man off the street that literally doesn't have the mental capacity to want to wake up in the morning let alone be able to love somebody as much as you love me. I'm so tired of the mirakuru messing with my head, my life. Sometimes I wish I could end it all. I'm tired of slade being able to control everything I love. Being able to control me and not needing to be there to do it. My life ended the day slade put the mirakuru in me. And I don't know what's gonna happen if I go after you or felicity or Barry or..." I was sobbing into Oliver's chest now. Why did it always have to be me.
"Oh Roy... I love you because you smart and kind and strong willed. I love you because even if your mad at me or anybody on the team you would be the first person to help us if ever we need it. Love you because despite everything you've been through your always looking to help somebody even if it hurts you. And Roy I know you would never go after any of us without a reason. Slade can't control what he never had in the first place. Roy your my everything and for one moment I need you to see that your more than what you say you are."

Wow I didn't think he loved me that much. "Can we stay here today?" I asked hopefully he would agree so I could lay here with the man of my dreams for a bit longer "of course love."  He says and lightly kisses me. This was everything to me I kiss back and throw him on the bed. He immediately flips us so he's on top and he starts to kiss down my neck and chest. Then he just stops and snuggles up to my abs. "Ok you big baby." I say with a light chuckle and he looks up to me with a pouty face. "Stop that." I say and throw a pillow at him. I get up and go to the bathroom. "What happen to staying in bed?" Oliver asks with a chuckle of his own. "Well I figured we should probably get up and leave since it is the weekend. We could ask team flash and team arrow if they were down to see Kara."
I hoped he says yes.

Ok ok ok I know what your thinking. How is roy Harper with Oliver queen in one bed? Kissing not to mention. Well let's roll back about 7 years