Chapter 64
Hidden by the company and almost banned by the entire entertainment industry by default, Mu Huan's star career has come to an end.
But the only fortunate thing is that the salary for this period of work is enough for an ordinary person to spend a lifetime.
Mu Huan no longer struggled, but faced all this with a strange candor.
The human heart is always greedy, and if he had known contentment earlier, he would not have ended up where he is now.
But now that he understands, he has no chance to regret it.
Xu Yan left, he could not help but miss him, but time passed quickly, five years passed in a blink of an eye.
Everyone has long forgotten the name Xu Yan, and he has been hidden in the snow. Even Luan Luo has been away from the entertainment industry for a long time in the name of going abroad to study, and the replacement in the circle will never stop.
On the hot search today, a popular little flower was crying and laughing, and tomorrow it is suspected that the romance of the traffic Xiaosheng was filmed.
And Mu Huan's life has no meaning at all.
She eats and sleeps, and maintains her life. Occasionally, when she thinks of her, she can't fall asleep, so she will go to the small bar to get drunk.
And every time I get drunk, my brain becomes more and more sober.
Mu Huan didn't know if he liked Xu Yan, but at least the days he spent with her... were the most relaxing time for him.
And the long thoughts became more and more complicated in the days when the future could not be seen, making it even more difficult for Mu Huan to understand his feelings.
Maybe he... also liked her.
It's just that he loves himself more.
Under his ambition and greed, his heartbeat for Xu Yan when he first met was even more insignificant.
But these days, Mu Huan liked the feeling of staying in the bar even more.
And under the introduction of others, he smoked a cigarette, which is said to make people feel happy.
After smoking that cigarette, the powerlessness in his body disappeared. Only at this time can Mu Huan feel that he is still alive and exists in this world.
That night, he even slept well, and it was rare that he had no insomnia.
In the dream, he also saw Xu Yan.
In the dream, they were already married, and they were the envied couple in the eyes of outsiders.
Xu Yan is still as gentle as ever, and treats him wholeheartedly.
No Luan Luo, no Song Ruan, no one.
They are just an ordinary couple.
When he woke up, he was naturally the only one.
Mu Huan knew what he was smoking, but he still went for the second time.
Because Mu Huan gradually discovered that it seemed that he could only see her when he was not very clear.
Whether it's a dream or a hallucination, as long as you can see her, it's fine.
In less than half a year, he lost dozens of pounds again, his cheekbones were prominent, and he even looked a little scary.
But Mu Huan has long been used to and even fell in love with this kind of life.
He couldn't tell the difference between fantasy and reality, so he felt that he still had everything, and Xu Yan was by his side.
A few years later, the balance on Mu Huan's bank card was not enough for him to carry out this activity. He began to sell and smoke, and he became a famous existence in the nearby generation.
It's just that the longer the time passed, the shorter the time he was awake. What made Mu Huan terrified was that he gradually lost sight of her in the hallucination.
If he can't see her, the existence of this matter seems to be meaningless, it's just a need he can't control.
This kind of life where no one is a ghost or a ghost is a kind of torture in itself.
But let's go on like this... Anyway, sooner or later, he will die.
Until one morning, the door of the rental house was knocked violently.
Mu Huan opened the door, and outside the door was a policeman in uniform, handcuffing his hands with cold handcuffs.
Mu Huan breathed a sigh of relief, and showed a long-lost smile.
All this is finally over.
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Adventurehttps://m.shubaow.net/120/120193/ Author: Broken Love and Love Octopus Category: Rebirth through time Release time: 2020-04-23 Latest: Chapter 96 childhood sweethearts, secret love come true (end) rebirth finished 275,000 As an extreme face control...