Nathan Blair / Wild Card x reader imagines

hey y'all. a/n time! (please read)

Hey everyone

I know it's been quite some time since I last posted an actual chapter in this book. But a lot has been happening recently. And I just wanted to say something. Not directed at anyone specific.

If you are gonna be 'annoyed' by me finally having someone who loves me and get mad at me for sharing about it, then fuck off. What the hell does it matter to you?

You say you're happy for me. That you care. But then say you're tired of me talking about him? A lot has been happening recently. And him coming into my life has made everything better. Gotten my mind off the cruel thoughts.

The fact that my great-grandma has been having strokes and heart attacks and has been falling a lot recently. All of which have had her hospitalized. The fact that I lost 3 friends recently cause I wasn't in the best state of mind. All of that.

When we got together, that was gonna be the last day of my life. Literally. I was gonna have one last good, fun-filled night before saying a permanent goodbye to this world. But he made it all better. I was so god damn close to ending it all. But he came swooping in and saved me.

So by saying you're happy I'm happy but that I'm annoying you. It's making me not care honestly. And if it's so god damn annoying, just leave. Do it. I don't care anymore. If you are annoyed by me being happy, why be around anymore.

I care about y'all so much, but then y'all go and hurt me, bring me further into dispair with every hurtful word you say. I'm tired if it. I'm tired of it all. Every. Last. But. Of it.

So if you're reading this, you know who you are. If you don't know, then I'm not referring to you. I love each and every one of y'all. I'll try putting out an update soon. Goodbye loves. 💖

Until next time,
sLxz3rs