Hey kimu.
Surprise?
Haha. I missed 2021. 2021-2022 these 2 years is like a roller coaster ride. How fast it's going, how dynamic it is. Excitement, fear, sad, cry, frustration, failure, betrayal.. lots of emotions. In these 2 years we grown up a lottt....
I am not really in Wattpad anymore. I don't know if you are active or not or you will see this or not. But this new dynamic in my our friendship should be mentioned.
The fact we have argued so much recently that I am speechless that we can have this type of argument too. But alhamdulillah our friendship is strong. Stronger than our stubbornness.
After meeting you today, hugging you and crying on your shoulder I have realized .....why we are friends.. we are always there for each other. Also I have realized once again how different we think..
We both are stubborn.. Remember that day at Nora's house? How we were like talking about unis and everyone thought we were fighting, well so do I. That day I have thought, her thinking is so different than me..
We both know our minds are so different.. then why we try to explain ourselves this much when nobody will get it. YES WE FAILED TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AT SOME POINT. We were always in good terms so I guess we have forgot that we have some dark sides too, both of us. You know we all do..but what is friends, when both of them accept each other with those dark sides. And I guess we did it. Alhamdulillah
Another thing, I have to confess that I kinda got independent on you so much..haha.. because of all those friendship drama I had in my life. That's why I guess I kinda over react? Like too much emotions , anger, madness, sadness? But I know my place now.
Hey kimu? I don't know what I am saying.. I don't know will you even understand my words or not. But I always refer you as a "True friend" which you are.
You know, I always loved to feel special. When you used to mention me in the comments and annoy me with memes , I loved that. I always had a picture of you of class 10 I guess. I forgot time passed we both changed. I forgot how grown up you are now! Silly me. And I am proud of your growth.
I know, you have struggled a lottt.. really. I am sorry I couldn't do much except listening to you..but know that no matter what you will find me and Nora at the end of edges waiting for you.
No, I didn't forget your present. But this admission you know. I am still stuck in this phase. I think I have become mentally weaker in this phase? When everyone got stronger. I have became scared of everything.. afraid of losing. I guess it's because I have spend too much time staying home. When I used to get busy I was always energetic and hopeful also less overthinking. Now I overthink a lot..hope I overcome this soon.
I am proud of you for choosing your desired career! I hope you get to shine more and more.
Hey kimu. My friend. Smile.
I loved the fact that even if we don't talk for months we still had the same energy. Even if we fight when we see each other we find the same love and warm.
Kimu, did you mean your those last 3 paragraphs? That you won't give me things...you don't care about my feelings anymore? I know you didn't mean that. I just know this from my 10 years of knowing you..
Welcome to new chapter. Hope we will embrace each other with our dark sides like we used to.
Happy "belated" Birthday 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Saranghae💜
