Tots for the past few weeks.

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Almost 2 years na rin akong single. Hindi ako nagrereklamo, masaya pa nga ako, nabobored, yes hindi naman nawawala ‘yun. There was a time when I tell my friends to recommend me to someone but eventually when we started talking I got so boreeeed easily, so I decided to cut ties with a particular someone. Not just one time but a lot of times I wanted someone to talk to or hang out with but eventually refuse.

Magulo yeah but I don't know how should I explain that. Kapag nirereto ako sasabihin ko ayaw ko, kapag may kausap ako hindi ko na rereplyan after few chitchats, kapag bored ako nagpapareto ako tapos kapag mayroon na tatanggi ako, hindi lang isang beses maraming beses na rin.

But I still wonder what it feels like to be inlove again?to be able to protect someone again, to be loved again, to be genuinely care and attached to someone again. Nakakamiss pero nakakadala.

I hope when love visits me again, I hope it is genuine this time. I hope it will last long, with marriage.

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