Deep down
Deep down i know that you deserve much better than i am. I know it, but for gods sake i will never
admit it. You deserve someone who wont yell at you on daily baisis, someone who will love your
little hobbies and wont cry and puke when you hold a door open for someone else. You deserve
more than that. But i wont, and i repeat i wont give you up. I am not going to share. Even tho im
horrible for you, even though youre much better person than me, you wont get rid of me.
Have you ever met a writer? Than you know, that they're not happy. At all. And have you ever met a
happy writer? Then he's bad at writing. And if you ever met a happy writer who's art is good, you're
stupid, or don't understand the beauty of art. No one, absolutely no one can write a good art when they're happy.