I miss him

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by s0yt_m4m4

I miss my grandfather so much.

He died of a heart attack two years ago.

I feel so guilty.

He got a heart attack because he had to take meds to help him to stop drinking.

He had liver problems because of drinking.

We always joked that he would crush the heart of any boy he tried to hurt me.

He couldn't fulfill that promise however.

I just wish he was here to see me graduate.

I wish he was here to see that i would get married to a good guy.

I wish he was at least here so he could dance with me at my Quince or Sweet Sixteen.

I dont want a quinceañera or a sweet sixteen.

Why have parties when people are only thereto drink and nothing else.

I miss him so much.

May 30 1961 - May 26 2020