50 shades of Meso

I can be yours 4

Misa soaked in the cold bath. Her mind replaying her past memories. Tears bagan to slide down her cheeks thinking about those times. Everyday she questioned Why did she leave her? Was their relation not strong enough or was her love not enough for her. And now when she finally moved on That jerk actually came back reminding her about the painful past . She wanted to scream and beat someone up or more specifically Izu-wa But now was not the time.

She slowly got up from the bath tub ,water droplets sliding down her body , highlighting her alluring figure.
She wrapped the towel around her body drying the dampness.

She wore  her clothes as slow as possible because she was seriously not ready to face that jerk outside. She  really feared she would loose control and punch that jerks ugly ass beautiful face.

Anyways , making up her mind she went out . A beautiful black haired beauty waiting for her. She stared at the beautiful female in front of her

Misa felt someone hugging her . She quickly snapped out of her daze.

" Like what you see Kitten ?"
" Psh...as if.!"
" Really ? ....and here I thought I could seduce you with my beauty to do some very UNHOLY things ....Hmm"
Izu-wa said that while burying her head in misa's neck.

" WTH! GET AWAY!!"
"No . I've missed you soo much misa"

Misa's ear went red when izu-wa whispered her name in her ears.
She felt that this was way too close . She wanted to push away but unfortunately her thin arms were really were just for looking.

"I think we should talk"
" Yes we should"
" So..."
"So what?"
"So get away from me you jerk"
"Don't say that ...it will break my poor heart. Just feel it...it's soo happy I think it's going to explode"
Izu said while taking Misa's hand and putting it on her beating chest.

Misa could feel it. The heartbeat that felt like it was about to explode. Honestly hers wasn't much better off. She looked into Izu's eyes . She could see a storm of emotions swirling in her eyes . Happiness , Saddness , Pain, Anxiety , Embarrassment every other complex emotion swiling in those black eyes.

Oh no ....her heart ....it was hurting . She was feeling that strange emotion again. She knew exactly what that emotion was. it was sympathy. She knew if she let this emotion grow it won't be long before she falls into the bottomless pit of love.

She yanked herself away from Izu-wa and backed off yelling almost screaming
" NO!!!....I WON'T ALLOW YOU TO PLAY WITH ME LIKE THIS AGAIN...YOU..YOUR THE MOST SELFISH JERK I HAVE EVER MET WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"

Athe end of her outburst she miserably cried her heart out. All the pain from the past gushing out of her .
She was human after all how much she could endure. She said she was fine after her first suicide attempt when izu-wa left her but she was not. She knew she was not. Even when she said she moved on.. she knew she hadn't. She was angry . Angry at herself , angry at the betrayal  and all her anger converted to the tears falling on the carpeted floor.