Your sitting at home reminiscing on what happened between you and Ray last night.
“On the first page of our story,The future seemed so bright. What happened It’s like he changed.”you say”Then this thing turned out so evil I don’t know why I’m still surprised” you start replaying what happened
“Let me go.Let me go!”
“No!”
“Let me go Ray!.”
Then after that it goes black. You start crying
“Even angels heard the wicked schemes then you take it to new extremes but you’ll always be my hero even though you lost your mind.” you start to cry harder
“Y/n!”he yells
“What.” you say in an annoyed voice
He comes upstairs and he sees your still hurt from yesterday
“Your just gonna stand there and watch me burn.” you say standing up
“No!I’m sor-” you cut him off
“No nigga! Why would you even hit me. Just because something happened at your job doesn’t mean you put yo hands me. Nigga you are fucking lucky you had both of my hands because it would of been the other way around!”you start yelling as you walk down the stairs
“I’m sorry!”
“I don’t give a flying mother fuck.” you continue yelling”you just stood there and watched me cry. Your not sorry but for some reason I love the way you lie.”
“Y/n! Y/n!Y/n!” he says running out the room with his raspy voice
“Now there’s gravel in our voices.” you continue to the kitchen looking at the shattered glass you threw at him.”Glass is shattered from the fight.”
“Damn. Did I make you do this to me? You threw glass at me?” he asked in a confused tone
“Yeah because I tried to get away from you but in this tug of war you’ll always win even when I’m right.” you say stepping over the broken pieces of glass
“Wow.” he says in almost a whisper
“With those violent words and empty threats you feed me fables through your hand.” you continued
“I hit you all I remember doing was I grabbed you.” he says thinking and replaying what happened
“And it’s sick that all these battles is what keeps us together.That’s the part I don’t understand.”
“Ray if you-“
Smack you fall to the floor.
“What did I just do?” he said as he left you there crying.
“Oh my goodness I can’t believe I hit you.”he said
“So maybe i’m the masochist, I tried to run but I don’t wanna leave till the walls are going up, in smoke with all our memories.” you looked down at the floor trying to hold back your tears.
“This morning you wake a sunray hits your face,smeared make up as we lay in our wake of destruction.” he says he tries to hold you but you pull away
“Let me go” you fight back and start crying
“Hush baby, tell me that i’ll be sorry that I pushed you into the coffee table so I can push you off of me.” he continues trying to hold you
“Please leave me alone.” you continue fighting back
“Baby without you i’m nothing i’m so lost hug me, then tell me how ugly I am and that you always love me. I may have hit you three times but together we’ll live forever.”
“You’re just saying that.” tried to fight back but you give up all you really wanted to do was to be held and get told that everything will be alright.
“No i’m not our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refuse counseling, this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it.”
“I don’t know Ray we can’t be like this. I don’t want to feel like this any more.I can’t feel like this anymore.” you start crying harder
“Stop crying.cause with you I’m in my fucking mind, without you I’m out it.”he continues to hold you” We can make it through even if we need counseling ” he says comforting you
“I just want it to get better.”” you continue crying
Song of Inspiration: Love The Way You Lie(Part II)
Artist:Rihanna ft Eminem
