Fucking Problem

I Have A Past Too...

Jakayla POV

Me and Remel were just laying on my bed "studying" but every time it seems like we end up getting off track. Either by him doin something sexy or making a corny ass joke.

"Make it juicaaaay ayeeee"

"You are not Pretty Ricky so hush up"

"Yes I am the newest member, Sex Crazed" he hit a body roll making me choke on my Arizona.

"Booy you cant even sing"

"Buut I got that good good"

"Good good? good good what?"

"That good good dick girl, you aint know?"

I fanned him off trying not to laugh.

"Anyways freak, we need to study" he said making me give him the dick look.

"Remel, you have been interrupting my studies"

"Fine I'll be quiet"

We sat in silence actually getting work done for about 10 minutes. Before my phone rung I hit ignore.

Then the unknown number called again and again.

"Fuck that" Remel snatched my phone and amswered.

"Who the fuck is this?...Oh my bad sir...ugh alright hold on"

"Who is it"

"Umm your father?"

I looked at him for a second then my eyes nearly popped out of my head. Micheal... my birth father.

I snatched the phone and hung it up. Remel just looked at me.

"Yo that was disrespectful as fuck Britt"

I rolled my eyes at him " you don't my dad"

"He cant be that bad least he calling you"

I was gonna reply with something smart then I remembered Remel has never met his dad so I kept my comments to myseld because he was getting upset.

"Look baby I'm sorry and I-"

"Na, na you good Britt"

It was silent for about 5 minutes. I stood on my kneed on my bed a wrapped my arms around his back which was turned away from me.

I kissed from his cheek to his lips and he kissed back after awhile.

"Lool k'm really sorry" I mumbled against his lips as he layed me on my back.

" No I'm sorry" we undressed and had the best make up sex ever. After we were done we just layed there looking at each other.

"I have to tell you something" I sighed.

He lifted my chin and kissed me softly.

" You can tell me anything"

I took a deep breath and told him the story behind my dad and who I really am. I even shed a couple of tears. When I was done I waited for Remel to leave, but he did the total opposite he pulled me closer to him.

" Now time to tell my real story behind my dad." I looked up at him and kissed his nose and told him to go on.

"My dad well, he use to beat my mama and when I say beat I mean beat her like she was a man. He even beat my ass he use to say he was training me to be a man, but who beats there 9 year old son. I use to come home everyday just to get my ass beat. Oooh don't let him come home drunk cause it'll be worse. When I was 16 I umm I..." he paused and took a deep breath I wipped away the tear that had fallen and kissed him.

"When I was 16 I killed him. I didn't mean to I was just trying to protect my mama. He had almost beat her to death that night. I came clean about what I had done, hut the police said it was self defense and I got off. That's why I am who I am. Always goofy and smiling. I do that to hide the pain behind my smile. Look Britt your not the only one with a past your not proud of I'm not proud of mine either."

"Well we are strong I know that much, 18 and 19 and been through shit most 90 year olds haven't even been close to."

"That's why we are a good match"

"Yea, god sent you to me for a reason. You keep a smile on my face Mel" I smiled really big to make him smile.

"Well, you keep me humble. Even if you aren't my girl."

"Who said I wasn't? Nigga I'm wifey.now"

"Oh word?" he smiled like he had just one a million bucks.

"Word" I smiled back and kissed him.

"Time for our corny sing time"

I giggled and thought about a song making him laugh.

"Ooh got it"

"Alright go head I got the chorus of whatever song you pick"

I nodded and kissed him.

"I don't believe, we were put together, not to be together, and I don't believe"

"I don't believe"

"I got myself in this predicament, and I'm sorry"

"I'm so sorry"

"For everything I ever did wrong, I'm sorry"

"So sorrrrry"

We both start cracking up cause he really just tried to hit the high note with his voice cracking.

"You wrong your voice is to deep for all at"

"Oh fucking well that's why you love me."

"I do?"

"Yea baby, and I love your tinky butt too" he made a face and tapped my nose

"Oh word?"

"Word! and I do not sound like that"

I laughed and layed my head on his chest and played witg his fingers. A few minutes later I looked up and he was knocked out. I kissed his nose and dug my head into his neck and fell asleep.

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Sooo nothing to really say, but WOW. Sorry if it was boring, but had to put Remel's past out.