CW: Suicide Attempt and Mentions of Suicide. Mentions of Rape. You have been Warned
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"GAH!" I Popped my Head Out from Under the Bath tub Water. Coughing. My Breath Was Harsh and Fast. "WHY! WHY CAN'T I JUST COMMIT!" I cried out.
I put my head Down under water and Stayed there for about 20 Seconds Before I Gasps for Air. The Water in the Tub made Tiny Waves that made the Water Jump out and Onto the Wooden Floor.
Tears Blurred My Vision. "Why..WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE! I WANT TOO BE GONE FROM THIS HELL HOLE! WHY! WHY WHY!" I threw a Bottle of Soap at the Bathroom Wall.
There was a slam at my door. It was my father, and he was pissed. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TAKING A BATH AT 3:00 IN THE MORNING! GET OUT YOU SHITHEAD!" He Shouted.
I stayed silent. Silent Enough too Hear my father's Footsteps Walk Away from the Door. I raised my hands up and Pulled my hair. I cried through Gritted Teeth.
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I got out from the Bath, I wrapped my Body with a Towel and Went too my room. It was almost 4. I looked at my fingers, they were Wrinkled. With a Sigh, I Took my towel off and got some clothes. I had work at Five.
I Had no effort of Drying my hair. I put on my shoes and Opened the door with a Creak. I walked through the Front door Outside and Slammed it shut. I got the front door key and Locked the house.
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The bell on top of the door rang as I entered the Shop. "Heyy, Sadie!" I turned when I heard my name. A Girl with Blonde Hair and Brown eyes. She Waved at me with a Pleasant Smile. "Uh, Hey?" I spoke in a confused tone for I did not know her. I put my bag on the chair and Turned too Ms. Blondie. "How do you know my name?" I asked Plainly.
She Stared at me for a While, looking at me up and down. Finally she Smiled and said, "I work here silly! Had someone Introduce me too everyone by Their Pictures on their Name tags!" She Spoke Cheerfully. "I see.." I sighed.
I Took my Name Tag from the Front desk. It was a Necklace attached too a ID looking Thing. I stared at my Picture. My hair was Dyed Red and I have Brown eyes. I also have eye bags under my Dull, Brown Eyes.
I Dropped my name Tag and it Bounced off my Stomach. Two Costumers came in. "Hello, Welcome too All-Food Market" I Said Plainly. They flinched and Walked Faster into the store like I was Staring into their Soul. I shrugged.
"Hm? Sadie..You have too have a Cheerful Face! Here like this!" She stared towards the Door as a Family of 5 Came in. "Welcome too All-Foods Market! Hope you can find what your looking for!" She Cheerfully said.
The Costumers Smiled and Walked off Happily. "Wha-" I stared at her Confused. "Thats how you do it, Sadie!" The Blondie Smiled. "Your name.." I asked Staring into her light brown eyes. "Huh?" She Stared Right back at me. "Whats your name" I asked. I felt like my Face was Getting hot. "Oh! Its Bianca!" She Smiled
"Right.."
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[This part is a Bit rushed. Im sorry:)]
"BYE, SADIE! Hope too see you Tomorrow for work!" She shouted with a Wave of her Hand. "See Ya" I said Plainly. As I walked Down the SideWalk, The Clouds Gathered Together. My dull,Brown Eyes Looked up at The cloudy Scene. "Rain? The forecast Said It would be Sunny..Ah, Damnit. I didn't think too bring an Umbrella" I flinched at the Thunder Cackling in the Air. "Okay, Thunder too.." I Said with a Long Sigh.
Half Way on my walk It Started too Sprinkle. I Stared down at My Shoes Trying too avoid the Rain from Going down my Face. "Ack " I feel ontop of Someone. My brown gazed Carried up till i Met a Blondie. "B-Bianca! Huh?" I Looked Around. "The Bus.." I muttered too myself. I carried my gaze back over too her. Her Face was Red. "AH! IM- IM SORRY!" I got up quickly but Awkwardly.
She Said Nothing as she Got up. Bianca Grabbed my Wrist and dragged me into the bus. "ticket Please" he Grunted annoyed. "Aww! Please Big-Brother! Please let her go Free! I beg of you!" She Pleaded. I was Stunned. 'That Bus Driver..is- her..Brother?' I thought. "ugh, fine! But just this once! Now sit down" he Huffed as he Closed the Doors of the Bus.
When we Sat down the bus Moved. "You know, I was Fine with walking" I stared into her Bright Brow Eyes. "Yeah Yeah..But it's Raining and your Wearing a White Top" she smiled "This is California! Many perverts go Around Raping Girls" Her Smile Faded. I rose a Brow.
Tears Began too Drop from her Eyes. She Brought her Knees Up too her Chest. "Huh?" Her Fingers were Trembling. 'Has..Has she Been Raped..I swear whoever it was Im going beat the living Shit outta them' I thought.
Without Thinking I Gave her a hug. She Flinched at the Touched and Began too Cry more. She Sank into my Warm Hug. "Its okay..here, - " I gave her My phone "It has my number on it. Go ahead and Save it too your phone" she Stared at me Again before Nodding her Head. She did what I asked and Gave my phone Back. Her Phone was Still on and She was Typing Something.
I Glanced at it. "Red-Head" And she Put my icon as an Octopus. I smiled. 'Is this a Beginning of a New Friendshipv?'
BOOM!
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