Reborn Gu Dong

81-90

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Chapter 81

In front of the facts that have happened, no amount of words seem pale and powerless, they can't make up for the past three years and the damage caused to Gu Dong. But there is still a lot of time in the future, unable to go back to the past, falling into infinite self-blame and remorse.

Yan Xuchuan held Gu Dong's hand tightly against his chest, his heartbeat was strong and powerful, and the rhythm affected Gu Dong's thoughts. Yan Xuchuan once said that this was an isolated island.

He lived in.

"At that time, I wanted to see you, so I looked at you and hugged you, and told you that I believed everything, as long as you said it." Yan Xuchuan stroked Gu Dong's cheek, thinking of the content of the voice, His voice was low and hoarse, "I'm sorry, I didn't do it until three years later."

The warm palms on his cheeks, the helplessness and waiting three years ago, in fact, what Gu Dong wanted was to hear Yan Xuchuan's letter to him.

"The memory of the past is very blurred, I rarely think about it now, my parents are safe and sound, and I can often talk to Gu Xi on the phone, the mushrooms are in good health, they are all fresh in my life, those cold memories have been It's very far away." The hardest days are over, and now his life is very happy.

Gu Dong pulled down Yan Xuchuan's hand and looked at each other sincerely.

"Three years ago, I also made a mistake. Every time I like to hide something in my heart, I don't dare to take the first step, and I always respond passively." He knew that Yan Xuchuan had a low sense of security. , but was timid and afraid that he did not confess that he was the father of mushrooms again and again. Three years have passed, the sharp thorns on Yan Xuchuan's body have faded, he has matured and gentle, and he has grown up with confidence, and said frankly: "When I heard you say that you love me, I admit the momentary throbbing, you say believe me I will still be satisfied and sad."

Gu Dong raised his hand and touched Yan Xuchuan's red eyes, and said sincerely, "The feelings we left three years ago, I don't know how much I still have for you three years later. , I'm not awkward or anything, I can't accept being with you when I can't be sure that I still love you."

For Yan Xuchuan, his love still stayed with Gu Dong three years ago. But for Gu Dong, the figure of Yan Xuchuan was blank in the past three years. Although now I know that Yan Xuchuan didn't want to break up and didn't love him at that time, Gu Dong has recognized the fact of the breakup in the past three years.

"We've all changed, don't make a wrong decision on impulse." Gu Dong had a smile in his eyes. At this moment, he really let go of everything three years ago.

Yan Xuchuan knew his feelings, but he also understood Gu Dong's concerns. In the future, he would have time to tell Gu Dong that his feelings were always the same.

"Get to know each other again, Yan Xuchuan, the father of a four-year-old fat man."

Gu Dong laughed out loud, took Yan Xuchuan's outstretched hand, and said with a smile, "Gu Dong, there is a two-year-old thin man. Skinny son." The

three-year-old misunderstanding will disappear, and the two who reacquainted continue to clean the bathroom. During the chat, Gu Dong learned that after he left, Mushroom kept crying and looking for him. Father Yan invited Auntie Wang back. When he heard Aunt Zhang hide needles in Mushroom's clothes, his hands trembled with anger.

"I have revoked my qualifications. I checked it after I found out. I have returned to the countryside, and now I am unemployed." Yan Xuchuan did not say that the other party was an aunt in a village or town kindergarten, but now he has been blacklisted in this industry. She can't do any work related to children.