66.the rage

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Mads blushed.......
I saw her cheeks going red and her look down playing with her fingers I felt the rage that built up inside of me it felt like a hole inside of me I walked over to the counter in the kitchen and put my bags down
J-baby what's wrong
A-nothing
J-I know your lying
A-I don't want to talk about it
with that I grabbed the bag with the dress in and ran upstairs I texted Bryce to get stuff out for a party all I know is imma get wasted
A-can u get stuff ready for a party
B- ye I love parties I'm going to invite everyone
A-okay fine w me
B- I'm going to text Anthony to get the alcohol and snacks
A-Alr great imma get ready
I walked over the mirror and stared at my reflection and thought  why am I here I'm getting fat this is what mom said would happen what would have my life had been like big I was still with her
Imagine
M- Ava get up now
A-what do you want
M-don't speak to me like that
She whips  me with a belt
A-ow stop your hurting me
M-get up now my bf is coming over and I need you to clean the house and make us food
A-why I need to study
M-I don't care brat now do it or I'll beat you again like last time
A-no please last time hurt
I get up and take my shirt off my body I looked at my self in the mirror at the bruises and scars of past beatings

Present
I snap out of it by the sound of people arriving I slip into my dress and do my make up I put my hair into a messy bun with 2 strands of hair sticking out I put some heals on sprayed some perfume I went left my room and went downstairs to the place packed with people smoke in the air and the smell of booze hits my nostrils I went to the kitchen to get a drink and found some shots out I shot one shot after the other I then went to the living room and saw Bryce and the boys with their girls they were smoking
B-you want some
A-what is it
B-weed
A-yes I need this badly
I took a bit of the drugs until .......

I'm sorry I haven't updated in like a year it's been a rough ones I'm better now tho and will be updating lots from now on

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