Our Desires | Daemyra

01: Conscious

The News of Princess Rhaenyra and Prince Daemon's Wedding was heard by everyone.

A lot of people were happy, this might be the start of bringing the house of the dragon to it's proper glory.

Knowing that the newlyweds heirs are pure targaryens made people celebrate.

But the Hand wasn't so happy to hear the news.

"What! No, No!" He screamed throwing the books from his desk.

"Why? Rhaenyra is bringing the targaryen glory back! Everybody is celebrating, father" Alicent tried to calm his father's breakdown.

"But that bastard of a prince will ruin the throne! And Aegon's Claim! You will have to convince the king to disinherit rhaenyra!" Alicent didn't understand her father's problems.

Alicent didn't know what happend to his father. Isn't this what he told her? Bringing the Glory Back? Isn't this what he yearned for?

Questions filled alicent's head.

"I can't just convince the king-" she was interrupted when her father took a portion of her hair making her scream in pain.

"Then do all your best! Kneel, Ruin yourself, fuck him! Do what it takes alicent!" in a little while.. Alicent became conscious of what her father wanted.

And it was power.

Looking at her father, alicent sobbed until her father released his hand from her hair.

She ran like a little girl.

She sobbed.

I was blind.. She understands now.. She sobbed thinking her friendship with rhaenyra. She was the one at fault.

These past 2 years.. She was angry at rhaenyra and not at herself.

She was manipulated..

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After hours of crying, she wanted to apologise to rhaenyra and hoped that their friendship would be back again.

But she didn't know how. Rhaenyra is in dragonstone having her life while she was here.

She thought of sending her a letter. Yes a letter! Alicent was happy to send her a letter. She had to send this letter privately, she didn't want her father to know.

Dear Rhaenyra,

I apologise for how i acted these past 2 years. I was now aware of what my father wanted. I am sorry for not believing you, i wish, could bring back what we had back then, i truly missed our moments as great friends. I hope you could forgive me for my mistakes.. And if not, i will still be here waiting for you to forgive me.

Regards
Alicent

She closed the letter and made her away to send the letter privately. She wished that the letter would arrive to dragonstone as soon as possible.

She made her way back to the castle.

She didn't want to continue being a puppet to her father. From now on she will continue praying to the gods for her freedom and being a great mother to her children.

"Oh Aegon.. You will grow up to be a fine knight.. I wish you to be a great one. Do not side with evil or be a puppet to one." she wished that aegon would understand her. Seeing aegon chuckle to her words, softened her heart. "Oh Aegon!" she smiled embracing her infant.

She wanted to focus on being a good mother from now on.

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Yes! Alicent going to team black! And yes you might hate me for this but i kinda wanted alicent to realise what was happening and to make her friendship with rhaenyra continue because i truly love their friendship.