Dangerous.

Ch.8 | Kian.

After Jc had stormed out of my house I was a bit in shock. Why did he just leave like that? He was being immature. But, he did admit how he treated girls. I knew that must have gotten to him.

I sat on my bed and just stared at the wall for a while, thinking. I was being stupid. I shouldn't have said that to him.

I was getting to the point where I didn't care how Jc was, I just wanted him. I wanted to cuddle with him and kiss him. But there was that voice in the back of my head that was telling me to stay away.

I know that I should, but why not take a risk? He wouldn't hurt me.

You know he will break your heart and leave you.

The voice was talking again, it was right. I sound crazy right now but it's true. I knew he would probably leave me broken. But was that a risk I was willing to take? No. I shouldn't let him do that to me.

After a while of just sitting and thinking, and maybe even crying a bit, I heard my phone ringing.

I looked at it and it was from an unknown number. I decided to answer it.

"Hello?" I said.

"Heyyyyy there....do you remember me? I'm Jc's friend, Kian, that was at the store with him." Oh yeah, I definitely remembered him.

"Uh, I think so. What's up?" I said.

"Nothin, I was just wondering if you wanna go out to dinner with me tomorrow?" He said, but it was really hard to hear him. I think he was at a party or something. But wait, he wanted to take me out?! holy shit.

"Um, yeah okay." I said, smiling. I totally forgot about everything that happened with Jc when I was talking to him.

"Okay, I'll pick you up at 7:30. I gotta go, sorry. Bye." He said and then hung up before I said anything.

Wow. I couldn't believe it. But what would Jc think? He's gonna be so pissed.

*Jc's POV*
I woke up and my head was pounding. I could barely open my eyes, the light was so bright. I tried sitting up and I felt as if the whole room was spinning.

I looked around and realized I was at Sam's house. I didn't really remember much of what happened last night.

I remembered Kian and Sam fighting but I didn't remember anything after that.

I got up and stumbled around the room until I could catch my balance. I realized I was in a guest room. I stumbled down stairs and saw Kian and Sam cleaning up the house.

"What the fuck happened last night?" I said while rubbing my eyes.

"A lot of shit." Sam said while laughing. Kian didn't even look at me. Oh god. Did I do something stupid last night while I was drunk? The worst part was that I didn't even remember.

"Sam, can I talk to you for a second?" I said.

"Sure" he said while signaling for me to go outside.

"What happened? Did I do something to Kian? Is he mad at me or something?" I said.

"No, you didn't do anything. He's just worried."

"Why?" I said. I hated not knowing because Kian was my best friend and one of the few people I actually cared about.

"Um, I think you should talk to him." Sam said while rubbing the back of his neck.

"Well if I did anything stupid, I'm sorry." I said.

"Nah, your cool. It's just...I.. I'm sorry Jc but I'm not supposed to tell you, that's why me and Kian fought."

"Oh, alright. Well, tell Kian to man up then, if he has to tell me something he better do it because obviously it's bothering him."

"Yeah, it is. Just, don't get mad...okay?"

"Oh god Sam. What the fuck did he do."

"Uh, I'm gonna go get Kian." Sam said awkwardly while going back inside. I sat down on the step of his porch and waited for Kian to come outside. I felt like I was waiting forever, when I faintly heard them arguing from inside. I got close to the door to hear.

"Dude, just tell him! He can't be THAT mad! He's your best friend! He'll understand." Sam yelled at Kian.

"He won't! I think he loves her! I can't do this, he'll kill me." Kian yelled back. Oh no. Was he talking about Ava? Why would I kill him? This made me mad and now I needed to know what was going on.

I walked inside and saw Kian nervously running his hands through his hair, I could tell he was stressed out. Sam looked scared.

"Someone tell me what the fuck is going on?" I said angrily.

"Jc, before I tell you, can you promise to understand me and hear me out?" Kian said with worry in his eyes.

"I can't promise anything. I'll try not to hurt you though." I said. I was a bit angry because I had a feeling that I would want to hurt him, and I didn't want to do that.

"Well....uh I- uh-" Kian stuttered.

"Kian! Just fucking tell me god damnit!" I yelled.

"Alright, well I called Ava yesterday when we were at the party, I got her number from your phone, and I kinda, uh, I asked her to go out to dinner with me. But Jc I promise, I was drunk! I don't wanna steal your girl, I don't know what I was doing! But I think I like her and I-"

"Did she say yes?" I was calm, but my blood was boiling on the inside.

"About what?" Kian asked, confused.

"You said you asked her out, did she say yes?" I repeated.

"Um, yeah. She did. But I-"

"No- it's fine Kian. You can have her. Obviously I wasn't quick enough and you got her first." I said. "I gotta go, bye" I said walking out and slamming the door behind me. Fuck Kian. I didn't need him.

I almost hated myself for not asking her out, I hated myself for being such an asshole and never calling her. I knew that she wouldn't want me anymore.

She has Kian now, I'm just shit to her. I thought. She has Kian, and Kian has the girl that I've completely fallen for.

A/N: heyyyyy there! Just another update :) leave a comment if you liked it and follow me on Twitter @jcslawleyypop