A voice from loneliness

A voice from loneliness (Dec,2015)

Still afternoon, the rain is falling on the streets.
I think about the past,
but there's no way back,
It wasn't your choice, it's so sad!

Every raindrop,
It's like my tears in this world.
My life began to go down,
when i ruined everything,
just because of some words.

So, why do i still got that loyal love?
it's so complex,
that it's almost with no nexus,
and no one knows!

I still feel a tightness deep in my the chest,
because we used to talk about the good things,
but some day those were the last.
My worst days, was in recess.
By myself, i would watch you everyday!

My soul is calling for you,
fervently implying for your name!
Why can't you see,
that your inner beauty consumes me?

Even after a lot of tries
for a good friendship,
I told you everything i felt,
I really couldn't resist.

That's the voice from loneliness,
of whom was brave enough to say.
I paid the price through the reason,
but i never let the love fade away.