I thought Prince only lived in books. (Justin bieber story)

Me.

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   All my life I've been stuck in books and never really lived life. Never really had a child hood. I lived in the dark were light never touched me. But it wasn't always like that. I had a happy family were my mom was stable, my dad wasn't gone, my sister wasn't a slut. I guess nothing to good can stay.

   My father left us when I was 6. With no warning. With no explanation. I will never figure out why. Why he left his little lady bug. Why he left the women he loved.

   My mother want over board. My ten year old sister had to be my mother. All my mom did was drink, but like all the other bad habits. You pick up an other.

    Mommy start shutting up 4 years later. A 14 year old and a dam 10 year old had to fucken see there mother messing around for money. Yeah, she brought us with her and mad us sit on the sidewalk will she fucked man in there cars for drug money.

   Thats where books  came in to my life. I seem to go somewhere els when I read. Like my own universe, where no one can touch me or hurt me. Where my mom was my mommy and Daddy was still there.

   But once I closed the pages I was back to reality. Both my sister and mother turn to slutty prostitute. And I was get close to the age were I could be one to.

   "Mommy no!! I don't want to do that!"

   "The fuck you are! Your not a baby anymore. Got to make your own money for your self!" Mom said will like for the clothes she going to where for he next victim.

   "Mom I'm only 13! I don't when have sex! I want to wait f-"

   "WAIT FOR WHAT!! For a Prince Charming!?!" She chuckled with poison coming out with it.

   " Let me tell you this baby girl. If there one thing I want you to learn for

me is that, there an't no Prince Charming out in this world. All they want you is for one thing and one thing only. Why you think you father left? To find the same dam shit that every other guy is out there is looking for. Some dam chick to fuck."

   She lit a cigarette. Puff the ring of death at my and laughs.

   "That why you got to be smart. Might as well get paid for it. There just going to us you. Then let me get the money and they can do all they want."

  A other ring exited her mouth.

" Mom that not true! Dad wouldn't do that! He loved us!"

I scream at her hoping the louder I said it  more possible it would go through her dam scall.

  " Ha those book have brain washed you. Let me just tell you this if you don't start working with us, you better start packing."

Didn't she care for me. I was her baby daughter. What happen?

    I didn't say a word I just ran to my room. If I had a door I would have slam it.

" Ay little bitch you better get out this room cause I got Business to do in here." My sister said towering over me.

" but it my room and all my book are here...." I said so low I'm surprised  she could hear me

  " listen here you little Brat! I don't care about your stupid ass books nor I care about you! Now you better start stepping or I swear i will throw your little ass out here!"

I let her have her business there. I guess my mom had one in her room to. I could take it anymore. That was it. That was my braking point.

"AAAAAAAAAA!" I screeched at the top of my lungs

I didn't care anymore. I didn't care for my mommy, I didn't care for Elena anymore, and I didn't care for where Daddy was. All I wanted to do is run. And "run" is what I did.

All I had was the clothes I was wearing a bag to carry my fav. Books and thats it.

  I was a run away at 13 and as been ever since. I'm sixteen now. I've spend all my life alone.

   But still look for the Prince Charming in my books.

I'm Victoria and this is my life now in a story.

The picture of  Victoria on the side. she just doesn't have blue hair (I love that hair color by the way) and her eyes are not blue there going to be brown or hazel green I'll put a pic of her eyes soon.

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