Falling for my bully

Three

When I got to college, I stayed quiet. I was too scared to even tell Cameron. I..i... I just can't. I'm too afraid.
"Hey can I talk to you alone please for a second.", came a voice from behind me. It was Cameron. Of course , the last person I wanna see right now!
"Yeah sure." I said acting annoyed. " Where are we gonna talk?"
"Follow me", he said with a smile on his face.
He took me into the janitors closet. It was small so I felt very crowded. Very soon he started talking with a whisper.
"Remember last night? How I slept with you and kissed you? Well if you do..... I didn't use protection so I just wanted to ask if you had anything you wanted to tell me now".
I hesitated. It was getting hot. My palms were sweaty and I'm pretty sure my heart was beating out of my chest.
"No. Nothing happened. Nothing's wrong.", I said trying to be as calm as j could be.
"Good." Cameron said with a glad voice.
I was disappointed he didn't want me to be pregnant.
Soon it got awkward so we left the janitors closet. I walked away with relief. Thank god I was away from him now. I'm finally not nervous to talk to him anymore.
Since I get bullied, I really don't have any friends. No one really wants to talk to me. I get anxiety a lot ( as you can tell). Idk it's just my uniqueness😊.
To mom☺️😊:
Okay. Can you pick me up after school today? I don't feel like walking.
From mom😊☺️:
Yes sweety. I'll be there at 2:30.
To mom😊☺️:
Alright. Thank you, love you!
From mom😊☺️:
I love you too.
( 1 week later )
Cameron hasn't even said one word to me yet this week. What the heck?!?! Why won't he talk to me? Is there something on my face, am I too beautiful for him? Like what?
Lol. Why did I even expect a guy like Cameron to talk to me or even like me. I'm a retard for think that.
The longer I thought about it, the more I felt mad at myself for not telling him I'm pregnant with his baby. Well I guess you always have what you want. It's too late anyway!
I HATE MY LIFE. Why is it so difficult? I wish every time it was bad I could make it better. But I can't so yeah.
•sorry it's short. I didn't really feel like writing a long chapter right now. I'm really tired and just wanna go to bed so I'm gonna do that. Also if you wanna be in my fanfiction, then comment down below who you wanna be. Like my best friend. My boyfriend and etc. also go read a fanfiction about me. It's called," living with 5sos?" It's a really good story written by Alisonkay35. Go follow her and read all her story's. She is amazing. Alright love you guys. Hope you enjoy. Bye😍😍😍😍•