You remember the day you had met bucky. You were finally 21 and going to a bar for the first time. You were sitting at the bar with some friends drinking, you already started feeling tipsy. That's when he came over to you, dressed in a dark black suit with hair combed back. Bucky looked well into his 40s. He looked smart and powerful. It looked like he knew exactly what he wanted. You."You having fun over here sweetheart" he asked sitting down next you
"Yeah I am" you smiled looking at him
"I haven't seen you here before"
"Oh this is my first time. I actually just turned 21 today"
"Well happy birthday doll. We should celebrate with some drinks" He then ordered another round of shots for you and your friends
"Oh you don't have to that sir" He liked the way you called him sir
"Its okay doll I own the place and the names Bucky"
"You own this place?"
"I own a few. Now are you going to tell me your name sweetheart?"
You then told him your name and you guys continued you talking. You were now way more than tipsy. Bucky soon took you back to the VIP part of the bar. You had no idea where your friends were but you really didn't care at the moment. You don't remember much of what happend in the VIP section but what you do know is that you did drugs for the first time there and woke up in Bucky's bed, not wearing clothes.
Now here you were at one of his many houses going to take a swim in his pool. You knew that he was watching you through the window, so you were going to put on a show for him. Before you got inside of the pool you slowly took your bikini off making sure he got a good view. Then you got into the water, knowing that he was watching you swim. Bucky soon joined you after that.
You liked to think you loved living this life but you knew the truth. You were already way too far gone to change anything and maybe you didn't want to change.
Bucky being older only made this life more fun. You felt protected by him. He kept you away from any dangerous things or maybe he brought them to you.
He was a powerful man, you were well aware of this the first time you laid eyes on him. You knew the kinds of stuff he did for work you just chose to ignore.
Bucky gave you luxuries that most people would never see in their entire life. He got you anything you wanted. He had you addicted to him or maybe you were addicted to lifestyle.
Bucky would take you to fancy hotels to spend days partying, slipping on your red dress and putting on your makeup before you would leave your room. You couldn't get enough of this life. You never would have guessed walking into that bar would completely change the direction your life was heading.
You depend on Bucky, you needed him. He controlled a lot of your life but you truly did not care. You liked not having to make big decisions. You had lost friends along the way. Some had told you had changed, others said the power dynamic in you and Bucky's relationship was weird and couldn't be around it. You didn't care, I mean why would you? You Had bucky. That's all you needed.
After a few months of being with Bucky, your lavish or destructive lifestyle had started to catch up to you. When you look in the mirror your face is kind of sukken in like you had lost a ton of weight. Your eyes looked dead. You did not look like you were happy at all. Was all the drugs, money spending, and partying worth it? Yes, to you it was. Without Bucky you would probably be out on the streets or dead. You quickly focused back to what you were doing before. Getting ready to go out with your lover.
You are not sorry about your behavior or how much trouble you are causing. You are in love and you can't help it. Bucky is your one true love.
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Bucky Barnes Oneshots
FanfictionMostly Bucky oneshots inspired by lana del rey songs