One Shot ( Taekook )

Cravings pt 2

When jungkook saw Tae running away while wiping his tears, he immediately snapped back into reality, and realized the nonsense that he had been throwing to the older. And he was terrified and feels like a cold bucket of water was being dump into him. He can't even move on his spot to follow the pregnant male. The events that happened awhile ago was still processing in his mind repeatedly.

Several minutes later, he finally moved his body. He needs to apologise to Teahyung, but he doesn't know how to start. He don't even have the courage to face Tae anymore, because he knows that his words were so venomous and beyond a person's taking capacity. He just hope that Taehyung will still forgive him, or at least talk to him. If not he would probably go nuts. He can't live without Taehyung. 

With these thoughts, Jungkook went out of their apartment and locked it to make sure that Taehyung will not go out. He knows that it's wrong because he was somehow treating the older like a prisoner but he couldn't risk Taehyung running away from him. Especially now that he give him a reason to leave him.

He drove to the Pickle store to buy what Tae has been craving for. He decided not to buy ice cream for the older since he already ate it and it's not healthy to eat a lot of it. After buying 5 jars of pickles, he went to a midnight store that sells flowers and buy a bouquet of tiger lilies.

The IU's concert issue was totally forgotten by him. Instead, his mind has been stuck with Tae's confession. The idea of Taehyung loving him in a romantic way was making his tummy flutter and heart beat so fast. And he clearly knows why; even though IU was his crush, he wouldn't deny that it's only Tae who he always fantasized about. But he tried his best not to fall in love with the older, because he thought that Teahyung was too handsome and perfect for him and that someday he will find someone that's also perfect just like himself. However his possessive self will get constantly jealous and mad if someone tries to approach his beloved taehyungie hyung. He doesn't like it when someone tries to snatch his precious bear's attention away from him.

As Taehyung was the one who had helped him since the beginning of their journey as an Idol. Well his other hyungs also helped him, but his Tae was on another level. He was always on his toes for the younger's needs and comfort. He became Jungkook's parent, best friend and hyung. He protected the younger from any evil person because for Taehyung, the young jungkook was the most pure and innocent person he had ever met. He sent him to school even tho they studied in different schools, because he don't want Jungkook to feel lonely. He always brought snacks for the younger with his own pocket money, not minding that In return he needs to walk to their shared apartment. He even tried to pack for the younger's school lunch despite of being bad in the kitchen. He always listen to the bunny boy's whines and stories, not even complaining for once. He literally did everything in his power to make Jungkook so comfortable and not to feel left out in the group. Some might say that Teahyung was just being a Social butterfly, but no, he always have been so whipped and soft for the younger. That's why, it wasn't a surprise that he fell for Jungkook so hard.

And these are the few reasons why Jungkook is selfish when it comes to Tae. Because despite of him being at 24, he won't deny that he still need Taehyung's pampering, care, attention and love.He needs him like an air. And he would definitely fight the world if someone snatch the older away from him.

"But you hurt him" Jungkook's mind reminded him again. And for the millionth time in the same night, the younger just wanted to bash his head open, on how stupid and heartless he was to Teahyung. Never in his life he had imagine to hurt the older. Let alone speak those vile words and call him with those disgraceful names. Most importantly to make fun of his feelings. Teahyung simply don't deserve it.

Jungkook's eyes suddenly becomes teary on how heavy his heart feels. It feels like he was carrying a huge burden on his chest. And only Taehyung could lift that heaviness.