My You 🪄 Still the One | Taekook

Chapter 04

"I want to move on from you..where I never tried even for a once.."

Taehyung sat on the bed. Those pouty eyes roamed all over the unfolding clothes on the bed. He has to pack all those things before sleep since they have to fly to LA early in the morning.

It was the day after their last concert held in Busan. Taehyung sighed, cursing those schedules to not let them even breathe properly.

Yet Taehyung could not hate his life at all. This was his dream life since he could remember.

He folded the scattered clothes one by one, placing them in the suitcase. He skipped in a breath, those eyes halted on a certain black hoodie.

Taehyung felt how even time had frozen where it was, his shivering hands took an eternity to hold it, closing it towards his chest.

Taehyung nuzzled into the hoodie, inhaling a deep breath like his life depends on it.

Sandalwood.. his smell still has carving in it. Taehyung clutched into the piece of cloth, hugging it against his fast throbbing chest.

Tears never forget to well up in those eyes, they didn't get tired yet. Neither Taehyung nor his tears.

It was past a few hours after midnight, sleep didn't even come closer to the idol.

Taehyung curled into the duvet, arms wrapped around himself. Feeling lonely was not a big deal for Taehyung, he was used to it for four years now. No matter who was with him, he could not stop feeling that miserable loneliness around him.

Taehyung checked his phone, it was 2.45 in the morning. Those sighs were heavy, eyes were tightly closed.

Taehyung wondered how Jungkook's hoodie made him feel warm just as it used to years ago. Taehyung loved to wear younger's clothes. They were bagy, more comfy.

Taehyung hated how he was still craving for the same warmth which he used to have around him. He hated himself for still loving the same feelings over and over again. Taehyung wanted to move on, where he never tried even for a second.

It was just a few silent minutes passed, Taehyung felt how his own heart skipped in a breath when he felt a shadow behind him.

He held his breaths, fist tightly clutched into the hoodie he was wearing. He felt the shadow leaning closer to him when those eyes sealed more tightly than ever.

Taehyung released his breaths slightly. In a blink of an eye, he turned around.

"Who is there?"

Those eyes widened, heart was slamming like a drum.

"Tae.. it's me.."

"jimini??"

Taehyung breathed fast, tears fell along his bread cheeks one by one.

"Tae, hey.. relax.. I came to check on you"

those protective arms wrapped around Taehyung, pulling him closer to his chest.

"Hey relax, you were sleeping, so I didn't wanna disturb you"

Taehyung cried, didn't even know why he was crying.

"I didn't hear you coming"

Jimin smiled, palm caressing along his back.

"You were sleeping angel. That's why you didn't hear me"

Taehyung nodded, curling into Jimin even more.

"I was in deep thoughts, maybe half asleep"

Taehyung felt how those tiny arms tightened around him even more.