"Someone Like You" (Austin Mahone & Becky G) fanfiction

"Thinking Out Loud" Chapter 6

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Austin's POV -

I still here in the empty place. I stare at my phone, it's blank. I'm sigh as too deep. I honestly don't know what to text Becky on my phone. Well I don't want start fought with her. Because I care a lot for her. Mia? I don't like Mia. Because she always annoy girl. I looks up at ceiling. My eyes close and it start flashback. You can imagine it. I made Becky laugh and smile. I had fun times with her at school. It was too beautiful flashback.

It's over. My eyes open and I looks at Zach. "Are you okay?" Zach asks. He stand next to me. "I.. Yeah I'm okay." I replied. But I'm not okay at all. Because I'm tired. "I have to go home. Ok?" I said. I looks at clock time. "Okay. See you on Monday." Zach said. He wave to me. I wave back.

In my bedroom.

It's 11:00pm. God. I'm in PJ clothes. My fingers running though my hair. I start thinking about Becky and everything. I start groan. "Oh god. Why did I let Mia do that? What the?" I said by myself. I lay down on my bed and then I gotta go to sleep..

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Becky's POV ~

I can't sleep. I start depressed for the first time. I get out of the bed. I start crying a lot. My heart still break. I can't believe that I saw Austin danced with Mia. I can't breathe. I walk to the bathroom too quick. I open the door and in the bathroom. I close the door so hard. My fingers run through my hair so hard. Some mean girls laugh in my mind. It is hard to hear their laugh. I looks at the mirror. I get stand up.

I decided to punch that mirror but it is not broke yet. I start shaking so hard.
I open the drawer and I looks at the razor. It's first time in my whole life. I hold the razor. My eyes start tears down on my both cheeks and close my eyes.

The flashback is start.

It's black and gray flashback.

"Nightingale" by Demi, it start playing song in this part.

Austin stare at me and smile. I never forget when he was daydream. He asked me if I went to prom with him and I was shock and happy. He gave me a rose. The first day of school, I bump into him. I met that nice guy in my whole life. Never forget.

The flashback is over.

I open my eyes and I looks at the razor. "Should I cut myself?" My thoughts.. "Yeah you should do it." My side thoughts start echo. I can't breathe so hard. I pull the small box in the razor. It open. It's a very sharp. It gonna be hurt. I looks at my left wrist. I cut it too deep and I start whimper. It still turn to be blood over my wrist. My heart beat fast. I graze at my left wrist, it still blood and dark red. I stop cut for few moment.

I turn around to the door. I open the door and then I walks out of my bedroom. I start dizzy. I can't see everything. It's very blur. My fingers touch my head. I fall down quick. My mom heard weird something. She open the door and saw me. She scream my name 2 times in echo. She run to me and wake me up. I can't wake up. She start crying and worry. She calls the hospital people for help me.

I can't breathe. I feel too hot, you can feel it. It's too dark and empty. Two men arrived here, they help me to carry to the hospital. My mom went with them, too. We went in the hospital building. The nurse help me to get into the empty room. She fix everything, she and one man lift me to be on the soft bed. They both help me to get blood and more. I can't breathe. I can't wake up yet. So after that.. A nurse think it's finish but it's not. She notice my cuts on my left wrist. She gasp. "Oh my god.." She said, her hands touch her cheeks. She tell the doctor about my cuts. The doctor think I might gonna be depressed for the first time. She's afraid to tell my mom, because she knew that my mom love me a lot.