Its hard
To have gone so long with out it
Its hard
To pretend that you have forgoten about it
Its hard
To say that it is over,
To say that you don't need it
Its hard
To stand alone and fight it
Its just so hard
But
I'm
Trying not to cut again
I'm
Trying to stay calm
I'm
Trying to love again
I'm
Trying to be strong
I'm
Trying to show others that thay will be better without it
I'm
Trying to resist the adiction of taking up the blade
I'm
Trying to resist painting a picture of a pain that's cured by pain
Its hard to try but
I'm not able to succeed
