chap 9: jinja. mianhae

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[TIFFANY's POV]
After having the fun time dancing with yoonyul
she make her way back to taeng's table.
But suprise to see no one is there.
(where are they.....)
Tiffany start looking around..
She wanted to call taeyeon but just realize tae's
bag is right next to hers..
"jessi" she calls the girl next to her table who is
sitting with her sister, Krystal and F(x) members
together.
"you seen taetae?" tiffany asked.
"not really.she's here?" Jessica look around.
(i asked the wrong person indeed -.-)
"unnie. i saw taeyeon unnie with donghae oppa
just not long ago..." Sulli answer.
"the both of them?"
Sulli nod her head "yeap..but im not sure if they
even realize me...taeyeon unnie just bang me by
the shoulder..."
"where did they head to?"
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[TAEYEON's POV]
(im doing this for Tiffany...even if it means for
me to get down on my knees...how embarrass it
might be..anything for tiffany...)
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[TIFFANY's POV]
Just as she push open one of the random doors...
She was shock at what she is looking...
what is happening right infront of her eyes..
(why is taeyeon kneeling down....infront of
donghae.....)
"....ex-explain....what is this!"
donghae approach closer to Tiffany..
He reach out for her "tiff,i have something to tell
you..."
"then talk"
Tiffany move out before he can even reach her
and walk to taeyeon's side.
Holding the leader who is crying badly.
"im sorry to break this to you...i know it might
hurt you....but you still have to know...." Donghae
sigh.
(what....?he's going to finally admit it to
tiffany? for real....?)(tae)
"please dont be suprise...but the person you are
holding now...she's trying to ruin our
relationship......." donghae cover his
forehead...pretending to be sad.
(son of a bitch.....)(tae)
"what are you talking about...why would she do
something like this...."
Tiffany ask,being very curious..
"she forced me to leave you. because she herself
is having a crush on you.."
Tiffany jaw drop open..
Taeyeon stare shockly as she cant believe those
lies he make...
loving tiff is definitely not a lie...but her begging
him is not really the reason...
she was begging him to not do anything that
would hurt her!
"ask her yourself..." donghae points at taeyeon..
Tiffany look at taeyeon.
"fany..i-i...." Taeyeon got stuck at words.
Tiffany look away from Taeyeon.
"how stupid do you think i am? hah oppa???
would she be the one kneeling down if she is
forcing you to leave me....? this dont just make
any sense..."
(yay....mushroom is smart! wait...this is nothing
to be happy about)(tae)
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[TAEYEON's POV]
Donghae is speechless.
Tiffany continue with tears starting to gather in
her eyes..
"i thought our relationship will work...but you
should know...how important snsd are to me..."
"tiffany please...she's the one who is ruining it!"
Donghae gets frustrated.
"let's go,tae" Tiffany holds taeyeon and walks to
the door.
"no! please!!" Donghae grab the other free arm of
Tiff's.. "you cant leave me...i love you" he was on
the edge of crying somehow..
(no girls says it's over to me...no...she's
different...i...i want her....)(donghae)
"dont break up on me..."
(it hurts....it hurts to see him that way....)(tiff)
"...i need time....i can just watch one of my
member kneels down....it hurts....both side...."
Tiffany pull away from his grab and leaves with
Taeyeon.
The both of them leaves the club early...
Sitting in the living room.
Tiffany has been crying ever since during the ride
home from the club.
(...she must have been hurt......to deeply)
Taeyeon sigh and grab a orange juice from the
fridge and hand it over to Tiffany.
Tiffany only shakes her head.. "what
happened,tae"
(she's already in such condition....if i tell her. it
might be worse! eottoke......)
"the truth taeng..what he said...was it true?"
"......"
"kim tae yeon...are you telling me??" Tiffany
demand.
"maybe....next time...?"
Tiffany stands up
"whoa whoa...where are you going pani?"
"to him... i'll find out from him!"
"ah! anni!" Taeyeon stands up and hold onto
tiffany... "dont go back to him...anymore"
(....i've lose her once...and almost to a
pervert...im not going to lose her twice)
"then tell me why....what happened"
Tiffany push taeyeon away so she can look her
properly..
"he's a bastard..he wants to have sex with you!!"
"...taeng...every guys wants to have sex..."
tiffany sigh.
(what...she sigh????means she's going to do it
with him???)
"but you do know i can take good care of
myself..."
Tiffany collaps into the sofa next to her..
"...i wont just randomly do with him or what so
ever... i believe in making love is only best to be
remembered with the one you really love...so dont
worry...or overreact...i always remember what
you said...image....i know...."
"then he's not the one" Taeyeon blurted.
"what makes you think so?"
"is not the image im worrying..."
"then what taeng...?"
"you"
"me?"
"i dont want you to be hurt...and if i dont do
something...you will..."
Tiffany look up at Taeyeon who is biting her lips.
"then what? you want to keep me all to
yourself??"
Taeyeon nods her head.
Tiffany hits the arm rest and stands up.
"you're selfish taeng!! have you even think about
my feelings????"
"fany ah... i love you..." Taeyeon finally confess.
"oh great!! first you ignore me for 3 months! 3
months taeyeon!!! i was left alone! of course i
have the other members! but did you know how
many nights i cry myself to sleep???? and the
next thing when we got closer again,you finally
start talking to me and you tell me that you are
already in a relationship with kangin! and when i
have a relationship with donghae you try to break
it!! why!!! why so selfish!!! what have i done to be
receiving all this from you????"
(...im sorry for hurting you....i didnt know
that...how stupid of me!)
"fany...mianhae"
"enough! i had enough with a day"
Tiffany walks into her room and slam the door
shut close tight.
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Taeyeon sobs in her own blanket
(....this is it....i lose her...in the end....i lose
everything....)
Part of her pillow is mostly wet.
Someone open the door of her room.
(sunny must have been back from the club...)
she stop sobbing and pretend to be asleep.
her room all dark.
"taeyeon.....are you sleeping already?"
the voice ask.
(hold on.. sunny dont sound that way...what's
with the low pitch? did she drink too much? but i
didnt know alcohol can change voices)
Taeyeon pull her blanket off.
The figure walk to her and slips into bed with
taeyeon.
"taetae...im hurt..."
That answers everything to taeyeon's question in
the thoughts,
Tiffany lie down on taeyeon's pillow, she sleeps
side ways.
and just then, taeyeon hears sobbing.
She reach out and touch Tiffany by the shoulder..
"fany ah~ mianhae~"
"tae-...it hurts...i thought he loves me"
her body start shaking as she cries even more..
Taeyeon puts her chin on Tiff's shoulder and let
her reach out and hold Tiff's hand..
"i promise...this will be the last time...you'll ever
get hurt..."
"h-hh-how? can you do so...?"
"because i'll be doing so...i'll make sure"
Taeyeon promised.
Tiffany nods her head
"is it okay if i sleeps here tonight...?" Tiffany
asked...not crying that much anymore
"yeah, i'll sleep on sunny's bed then"
Tiffany nudge taeyeon's abs with her elbow and
hold onto taeyeon's hand even tighter.
"stupid..."
Taeyeon giggle dorkly.."ara..." she leans in closer
and kiss Tiff's cheek.
(things will be alright...she promised..and for the
reason that i do trust her a lot more...)(tiff)
with that, the both of them drifts into sleep.
To Be Continue...

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