Y/N'S POV:
I'm right now sitting on my desk , thinking about the day, how nice it was today, how lucky we three felt,but one thing which made me restless is the way namjoon behaved today..He was all nice and normal with Lilly and Hwasa but he was weird towards me or a bit kinda rude,did I mess up anything in the performance?!which made him behave like that?!hmm but Suga sir especially came and praised me..I don't think I've committed any mistake which could have made him behave like that GOOOOOOOD KIMMMMM NAMJOON you're stuck in my brain making me crazy. What did I even do??that you're making me suffer like this?I hate you.
(Time skips to next day morning)
I woke up got ready and left to the practice room but the way namjoon behaved was still stuck in my head,it was really making me restless but I had no time to think about that because I had many other things to do as our debut was just in few days and being the leader of the ship I had more responsibility on my shoulders.
After I reached the practice room we three practised hard for 5 hours because we wanted to be so perfect so that no one could even find mistakes even if they watched the whole performance for 100 times..
Currently we three were trying out our costumes as our debut was just in a few days,I always examined things and made sure everything was perfect.the rest of the week went by us practising hard and making ourselves perfect in every way possible,it was almost the weekend now,It was Friday and we had to go to lunch at your sunbaes(seniors)on Sunday.
me and the girls were kinda very busy for anything else than dancing and singing with out debute in the corner,it was the same with BTS due to their recent comeback,we all know how big their comebacks are they had constant lives,interviwes and all to do for the army ,they have such a huge fan,I mean I know their struggle but now seeing them have what they deserve and own gives me a warm feeling in my chest and also a fear of what if I fail my band?what if fail as a leader?what if uff okay y/n lets not overthink.saying that to myself
while we were still in our practice room-lilly was working on her vocals,hwasa was danced all her heart out all this time and now taking rest breathing heavily in the centre of the room,while I was in one of the corner practising my raps and improving myself so that I can give my best for the group.Meanwhile a notification popped in hwasa's phone,she picked up her phone to see what it was she gasped after seeing that notification and gulped then called both of us with a blank express,we both went near her in confusion,then asked her what happened then Hwasa showed us both the notification which left me and Lilly dumbfounded,we three couldn't process what just happened When Hwasa showed you both the notification which left me and Lilly dumbfounded,we three couldn't process what just happened it took few moments for all three of us to digest what just happened.
okay hwasa please text back quickly and nicely not messing up anything,be polite saying that I patted her back while lilly shot hwasa a smile too, by that hwasa started texting him back, we all thought it's just a text who knew it'd bring major changes in our lives
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FanfictionLiving as an idol is really tough, always under the camera lights, always practicing and constantly working on themselves and making themselves better to meet everyone's expectations, it's a tough life, so let's see how the life changes when an idol...
