After I got discharged Layla took me back to School and she insisted to get me food on the way back when I arrived my roomie was yet not back from wherever she is I just ate my food and took my pills before laying down to read but I couldn't focus I keep thinking about Layla the way her eyes shine everytime she speak or smiles she has the best smile that seems to hide a lot of pain but she's still happy I wonder how does she do it ..wait why am I thinking about her again? Well she's drop dead gorgeous that's for sure lord what is this girl doing to me I even gave her my number well she forced me okay okay Kayleen focus just read and sleep as I was about to open my book the door opened revealing a talk girl with dark brown hair
"Oww hey you must be my roommate, I'm Xander Karter"she said with a small smile what's with these people and smiling?now I have to fake a smile too or I should just be myself "Kayleen Robertson"I said coldly it's not my fault I hate showing emotions " nice to meet you Kayleen" I just nod my head and went back to my book she disappeared into the bathroom probably taking a shower i went back to reading I'm into novels and I'm currently reading a girl walks into a bar it's a nice novel while reading I heard my phone beep from under my pillow it must be mom I forgot to tell them I have landed but to my surprise it was Layla?
Layla: I'm bored wanna take a walk with me and my friend I swear she's cool
Me:sure why not
Layla:yey !meet me by the door in 5 mins
I got up from the bad took my sneakers and my room keys just incase Xander locks it's late already I don't know why I agreed to go with her but I just felt like it I walked out to go meet Layla by the exit I saw her waiting she is wearing blue jeans, black shirt and a cap she looks so cute i approached her I didn't see her friend so she must be in her room
"Hey "I said as I was reaching her "oh hey I didn't see you "she said giggling omg they are soft and cute "where is your friend?" I asked looking around "she couldn't make it but you will meet her soon"she said looking a bit disappointed "it's okay let's go" we left walking side by side with no one talking to the other not that I'm complaining but Layla seems to be a nice person but am I ready to let someone close to me, Am I prepared for the pain that comes with being friends with someone,what if history repeats itself, What if she leaves too ,how am I going to cope...okay I need to stop overthinking I'm sure she doesn't want to be friends I hate how she makes me feel like I shouldn't push her away this was supposed to be a peaceful walk and here I am overthinking "penny for your thoughts?"she said wiggling her eyes she she looks more cute okay everything about her is adorable "it's nothing serious" I reply hoping she won't ask any further questions "I'm sure it's something but you don't want to talk so no more questions "she smiled " thanks , so you like walking huh?"i tried to keep the conversation going " yeah it helps me relax, what do you like to do when stressed?" Isn't it obvious "i love to read it helps me forget about reality " i said smiling okay this girl is doing something to me i swear "okay that's nice but escaping reality isn't always the best choice yes it helps us forget but only for a few mins or hours and then you go back to reality again so facing reality is the only way to heal " Uhm okay that's powerful but do i want to face the fact that i couldn't help my best friend instead i watched her being killed like a wild animal" I'm fine with books thank you" i replied ,we then went silent on our walk back to the dorms "bye I'll see you tomorrow?" She said in a questioning way " sure cool see ya" i said walking back to my room .
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