PAIN.
A weapon so strong not even the strongest can resist.
Love plays no part in this.
Blue liquid forms at the corner of my eye .
This is one thing which causes me to cry.
FEAR.
Fear of hurt, losing what was yet so hard to gain.
Not able to move forward.
Being overwelmed with pain.
How can this four letter word create such a action that speaks so loud yet is left unheared.
All alone I'm left disturbed.
Why oh why does THIS cause me to cry?
UNBELIEF.
Good grief.
Without belief nothings found beneath ,
My skin that is when the tears begin.
No reason to live, nothing to look forward to.
Lost. NOTHING'S TRUE.
LIES.
The one thing I refuse to hear. Yet it replays and replays, it seeps through my ear,
As if crowds were trying to enter one room.
I couldn't hold everything back.
Letting them get to me.
Letting them stab me in the back.
*Sigh*
Lies makes me cry.
At the end of the day I'm left with grey skies,
Blue eyes.
No need to ask why.
Please .
Let it be.
Your voice, your concern is hurting me.
Killing the little truth, the one thing I believe.
That no one cares or no one understands.
NO!
I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE YOUR HAND!
When can I, finally cry my self a river.
Why can I myself, all by myself vacation in this lake of pity.
And row my boat, down a lifeless city.
Let my tears collect.
Use your intellect to see.
That what makes me cry lies deep in side of me...
WAIT!
I see something..!
Something so bright.
Brighter then any light.
I can't believe this image that I see.
Is that a man? Stretching his arm out at me?
No..
Can't be.
No ones ever been so bold.
Trying to heal this broken spot after I already told them not to bother my soul.
A touch.
This touch was more powerful then anything lightening bolt.
Then is when I notice that what really, I mean really makes me cry is...
LOVE.
Real true love.
Pain, fear, unbelief cant compare to this feeling that I didn't even know was there.
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