FEARLESSLY

CHAPTER II : A LITTLE SPARK

What is he doing here? I was thinking to myself ,watching the guy I met some days ago,leaning against my door frame ,waiting for me to say smth as his eyes were watching me with curiosity. I was waiting for a selected photographer to come by today after I agreed to vlog the creation of my new on going book, I wasn't expecting him to be-.....wait a second... Is h-he that photographer?...this can't be it...no way.. it can't be. I gulped down nervously, suddenly intimidated by him, as I watched him closely for a moment. The same messy curls, the same dark eyes, the now black tight shirt sticking up his good built body, watching his muscles flexing and how damn good that shirt came on him,a bit too good for my liking... with- OH.MY.LORD WHATS WITH U STOP CHECKING HIM OUT... damn...He's hot.Too hot. Couldn't they send me someone less attractive or someone that didn't practically saved me from my abusive ex some days ago, how I should handle him n-... oh shut up and come on say smth silly head, stop starring like a creep.

"Uhm, excuse me are u okey?" the deep voice talked making me switch my attention back to the handsome curly haired man I met just some days ago, leaning a little towards me with worry filling his beautiful eyes, as he stretched his hand to reach mine too the gentle brush of his fingers against my hand shaking me back to reality.

"Uhm, y-yes..uhm , what u do here, I don't remember giving u my address..." I said softly and so fluttered to while looking up to him, my eyes instantly getting lost in his too. Bad mistake...

"OH that, well, I was sent here to record the creation of- wait. Are u the author?Really??" He asked me with his eyes lighted up too, with what I can call admiration in them,maybe I was mistaken, while his smile only grew more wider moment by moment , watching me so curious.

"Uhm yess me is the one... I-"

"I read all your books, GOD THEY GREAT! I was so happy when I was asked to come and record the making of the new one, and I swear I can say now I'm actually happier knowing is you the one wh-..." He started to tell me ,being all so exicted and actually truly happy talking about my books, making my heart melt so much, when suddenly he stopped in the middle of his sentence. Knowing what? Knowing it's me? No no, what do I dream off?

"Knowing?..." I asked for him to continue only to be met by a moment of silence when his eyes locked back on mine too both of us suddenly shutting up tooo,my hand unconsciously went from holding the door knob to hanging loose along my body , and his hands griping harder the camera bag he was holding, my eyes getting lost into his, while his were dark, deep and intimidating, staring right in my soul, trying to find smth in them, both of us not saying nothing no more , just staring in each other's eyes, unable to look away. I feel the tension...God his eyes are so stuning...why do I feel the suden urge to drag this guy closer and kis- NO WAY GIRL. come on he is a stranger where is your mind, you're smarter than that,you know better, men are trouble, you can't do that I-..

" Uhm,I'm sorry, do u think I can come inside, I mean for settling my camera to get to work , yes, work.." he said breaking the silence and trying to break the contact biting his lip to , making me shake back to reality tooo gulping down tooo and heat creeping up to my cheeks too as he cleared his throat , his eyes still not leaving my face, going down to my lips for a second, making me burn under his gaze

"Uhm yes ofc ,uhm, it's a little messy , I was just going to make some dinner ,u hungry?Come inside ,make yourself at home I will uhm go and prepare smth for us, let me guide u to the living room" I said as his eyes broke away from my lips too shaking his head slightly and folowing me inside as I guided him to the living room , my back facing him while we walked, not realising how he kept looking around the house like searching for smth ,until my eyes looked back to him , my cheeks on fire, feeling this little spark in my tummy as I tried to stay as calm as I could. God,that was intense. Why is my heart beating so fast?

" Did he came here to?" He asked as I took a second to process his question , before my eyes becoming to get a little teary too, gulping down trying to keep calm, as I always try when this subject is brought up, trying to answer him the calmest I could,even if my voice came out to shaky for my liking.

"H-he who? I uhm he..." I gulped again trying so hard to not panick and cry as his eyes softened and his gaze lowering slowly to my arm too, spoting the bruise that my ex did that day griping me on the street to, his hand reaching to it, pressing his fingers on it gentle to, being enough tho to make me flinch , our eyes locking again, when I heard his voice, this time filled with worry.

"That jerk that was griping on you some days ago, who was he? Are you okey? It hurts bad?"