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chapter 1

Your walking out of your forth period science class with your you all time best friend talking shit about the teacher.
"god I hate mrs.magee she's so FUCKING ANNOYING  'take your earbuds out during my class or im giving you a detention' god can't she just shut up already" y/bsf/n says.
you gigglg a little making sure the teacher didn't hear you, but as always that stupid whore is looking at you. (srry I hate her) you notice your crush is actually looking at you for once instead of just ignoring you like usual.he looked at you and smiled while packing up his bag.
you nudge your friends arm " bro bro you'll never believe this... He just looked at me AND SMILED" you scream quietly.
She looked at you with a straight face then just started laughing at you. You look at her with a confused look." Bro why are you laughing I'm being so for real" She looks at you and her smile fades into a complete shocked look.
"OH MY GOD. You have to be joking." 
"Bro what are you talking about"
"you know, your obsessed with him and you still can't even noticed that he's been eyeing you down all week" she laughs at you and joking pushes you into a locker
"WHAT" you scream making people look at you. You apologize and keep walking with your friend.
"Yea he's been getting closer to you" she said nudging your arm and smiling. You just keep walking not saying anything walking into your next class staring at the floor in shock.

Your next class you have with him so you decided to keep a close eye on him to see if your bestie was actually right. It was a Monday so you get to choose your seats for the week you sit at your normal seat. Your friend wasn't at school so you tried to keep an open seat for her. You see h/n walk in and look directly at you. You look away as quick as you could because you didn't want to make eye contact. He walks over to the desk beside you with his backpack on his forarm.
"Do you mind if I sit here darling?"
"I- um I don't care" you could tell your face was completely red. You were really hot considering the fact he called you that without warning.
He sits down and smiles at you
"You're really cute when when you flustered you know that right"  you don't look at him because you know that if you did you would be red again. You started bouncing your leg because of how awkward. H/n puts his hand on your thigh with out looking up. He moves his thumb and you start feeling your face get hot again. "Calm down" his voice alone makes you blush let alone his hand on your thigh. He looks at you and smiles
"Are you alright? "
"Ye-yea I'm fine"  you're covering your mouth with your sleeve.
He moves his hand up further and you close your eyes the bell rings and you walk out of class before you can go to your next class h/n grabs your wrist
" sit with me at lunch"
"O-ok"
He smiles and walks off.

You walk into your next class and with next to one of your friends. You tell her every thing that happened. She doesn't even try and act like she cares. You keep talking because you need to get it out of your system. You didn't pay attention the whole class. When class is over you walk out with her still talking.
"OMG CAN YOU TAKE A HINT. I. DON'T. CARE. JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. "  she was so loud that the teachers looked concerned.
"I'm... I'm sorry. "
There were people looking at you and you could feel your throat clog up and your face get warm.
"Wait-" your friend tried to stop you. You ran off before you started balling your eyes out in the middle of the hall way
"Y/N COME BACK I DIDN'T MEAN IT"
you could barely even hear her at this point. You ran into the unused gym on the other side of the school. You sat in one of the corners and started crying. You pulled out your phone and texted your mom to pick you up

_________________mom_________________

Can you come pick
me up.
 
                                       No. I'm in the                                                 middle of a
                                      meeting. Deal
                                                   with it.
_______________________________________
(Don't talk abt how it's backwards)

You leaned your head against the wall and put your headphones in. You stayed in the gym for the rest of lunch. As if you were gonna eat anyway. You haven't eaten in ages.
You sit there for a while with your eyes closed. Then... You fall asleep.