::FRIEND ZONE:

::FRIEND ZONE:: One shot

Mahirap mainlove sa kaibigan mo, lalo na kung she's your bestfriend since you were young.
Pero mas mahirap magmahal kung ikaw lang yung in love. One sided story kung baga, tapos ended to a zone which is FRIENDSHIP pa.

We were best of friends since kindergarten years pa.
Kahet nga parentsnamin ay close din. You know family friends.
The feeling of this beyond friendship started when we were at the age of 11.

Kung baket??

That was the time I saw her crying....
She was crying kase her family is planning to migrate sa states.
Hindi naman sya crybaby, she was actually sobbing lang not that like she moans.

I was totally sad,pero mas nalungkot ako nung sinabe nyang ayaw nyang umalis.
Kase ayaw nya akong iwan.

Then there. . .

I felt this strange feeling,yet wonderful.

I realize that I love her.

I hug her to ease the loneliness she felt and to make her feel na andito lang ako parati.
I will never be gone, maybe out of our sights but not in our hearts.

Pero kahit ayaw namin magkalayo, wala kaming magagawa.
Umalis na sila papuntang states,I'm here left alone.
But walang barier yung pagkakaibigan namain eh.
For 5 years we are best friends sa net. Thanks naimbento yung internet.

Fourth year high school na pala ako ngayon, First day of class late ako.😐
To my surprise nung may sumigaw sa may likuran ko.

"Oy! First day na first day ng klase late ka!!"

O__O

Biglang bumilis yung takbo ng puso ko. . .

Even though I don't see kung sino yun, Kilala ko na sya.

I knew that voice, my heart indisputably recognize her.

Then I faced her, at niyakap ng mahigpit she did hug me too.
We missed each other so much..

I was shocked, kase mas lalo syang gumanda the last time I saw her.
Naiilang na tuloy ako sa kanya.

Bumalik na pala sila dito. I mean she's staying here for good.
Tapos klasmates pa kami. Ang saya saya ko nun. Akala ko happy ending na kaso hindi pala.

Minsan nga naiisip ko na sana she didn't come back.
Siguro hindi sya ma-aangkin ng iba, siguro may chance pa ako sa kanya.
Selfish na kung selfish, pero mahal ko siya eh.

Christmas nung isa sa mga kabarkada ko courted her.
Matagal na pala syang nililigawan ng di ko namamalayan...

Basta I just noticed her always checking on her phone everyminute.
Then smiles out of nowhere.

Paskong-pasko malungkot ako..

Sino ba ang hindi malulungkot na ang mahal mo ay may minamahal ng iba?
Tama. Naging sila nga. Siguro parusa ko nato, Ba't di nga ako makuntento bilang BESTFRIEND lang??

Edi sana hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganito?

Kahet masakit I force myself to be happy.
Maging masaya para sa kanila, sa kaniya.
Ayokong sirain yung relasyon nila, dun sya masaya eh.
Wala akong karapatang sirain yun. I'm just a heck bestfriend lang naman eh.

So masaya nadin ako sa kanila, not like the old times.
Hindi na kami masyadong magkasama. May boyfriend na sya eh.

At ako?? Eto nagsosolo. Pinipilit mag move on kaso masyadong mahirap.

Valentines nun, nasa bahay lang ako kase nga loner.
I was shocked nung tumawag sya sakin.

Umiiyak. . . .