I just found out my Senpai got asked out and she said yes... 😭
When she told me I asked her if it was a joke, as she said no.
Even some of my other friends are surprised.
They asked me if I was okay with it and I said I was.
But I'm not.
I was too late.
And I feel like she isn't going to become single anytime soon...
Oh fuck...
Why didn't I tell her earlier?!
WHY?!
Ugh.
I'm such a fuck up...
I know she's only my Auspistice, But I feel flushed for her...
And I can't take it...
I really need someone right now...
Please...
I can't do this on my own...
I'm scared to go back to school...
I don't want to see them..
