The Beaten And The Dammed ~ Phan

Chapter 12 :D

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//Phil's pov//

I stand in utter shock as Dan walks away. Why wouldn't he let me explain?

I slowly walk to my locker with my head down, avoiding the gazes from obnoxious students passing by. After I get my books I make the slow and painful walk back to my house. Alone.

I slowly open the door and slowly close it. I kick off my black converse and sigh as they hit the wooden floor. I make a sluggish journey into my bedroom and turn up my music on full.

[⊳ Now playing - Save Rock And Roll | Fall Out Boy ft. Elton Jon]

'You are what you love, not who loves you'

Ironic I think. Maybe I'll try text Dan.

➢ 5:21pm // Dan what's wrong? I didn't want to be partners with Joe, I swear! Ms O'Byrne made us!! -P

Read 5:22pm

➢ 5:24pm // please respond Dan, I miss you. -p

Read 5:25pm

➢ 5:27pm // Dan I'm sorry! Please talk to me! -p

Read 5:27pm

➢5:28pm // Dan this is getting silly and I don't know what I can do. I've apologized. I love you, please respond quick -p

Read 5:29pm.

I give up. There's really no point in trying. But honestly, the least he could do is reply..

|Pjs Pov|

I slowly walk down the dry, empty path. I run my hands along the dark green hedge absent-mindedly. I can't get my dream out of my head. I don't like Dan like that, do I? I mean he's really really nice and fuck he's attractive, but he has Phil. And I have a boyfriend. But those eyes! So dark and chocolaty and captivating! I can't think like this!

Shut up brain.

Butttttttt

No. Stop

But pjjjj

I said shut up brain. I can't like dan. I just can't. You're going to-

Boom

I walk straight into someone and stumble backwards a bit.

"Oh my goodness I'm so sorry!" I exclaim

"Peej?"

I look up and instantly blush. Dark brown eyes. Fuck.

"Uh-I- hi D-Dan" I stutter

His eyes are bloodshot and he's very pale.

"A-Are you okay?" I ask, because he looks like he hasn't slept in a hundred years.

"I..yeah.. Well kinda... I don't know" he says, looking down.

"Dan what's wrong? You can tell me, I won't tell anyone" I say

"I had a fight with Phil" he states

"Oh Dan" I say and hug him. He hugs back and we sit down on the cold pavement. "What happened?"

"In science. We were going to be chemistry partners but he decided to go off with Joe Sugg instead. I swear I didn't do anything wrong! I don't know why he chose him over me!" He whimpered

I hold him tighter. He buries his head in my neck and I watch him cry.

He looks so sad and beautiful at the same time. SHUT UP BRAIN.

"I-I just... I was a bit mean too but still!" He cries and wipes his eye.

I feel a vibrating sound in dans pocket. "I think you got a message Dan" I say.

He looks down at his pocket and takes out his phone.

[1] New Message: Phil

He clicks on it and puts his phone back in his pocket. "Aren't you going to read it? Or reply?" I ask

"N-no" he murmers

I raise an eyebrow but don't question it. I don't want to provoke him

"He keeps trying to text me but I don't think I want to face him at the moment, if that clears anything up."

I silently nod. I understand.

Dan pulls away slightly.

"Sorry for wetting your shirt" He says

"It's fine Dan" I reply looking back into his deep brown eyes.

"y-yeah" He says looking down. A single tear slowly rolls down his soft tanned skin.

He looks perfect. To be quite honest I'm not even denying myself anymore.

"d-Dan?"

"y-yes"

I lean in and slowing place a small kiss on his lips. I instantly feel him tense up. Shit.

I pull away quickly and open my mouth to explain when..

He leans in again and kisses ME.

HEHEHEHEHE

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