ben

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"i don't like sienna! i like y/n!" 

we all look at ben, shocked into silence. did ben just confess his feelings towards me? no, he couldn't of? did he? 

joe and gwilym exchange flabbergasted looks. My eyes widen as i'm realising what has been said. lucy and rami both look at me, probably expecting me to say something. i have the courage to look at ben, but as soon as we make eye contact he gets up and walks out of the room. 

 sienna is this girl that pretty much everyone on this entire planet wants her and ben to date. i've had a little crush on ben for a few years, it started when i met him through lucy. i wouldn't say i'm a particularly jealous person but seeing ben and sienna together makes my blood boil. lucy is the only one who knows about this school girl crush. if anyone ever finds out, i'm automatically deceased. 

before my brain can keep up with my movements, i find myself walking in the same direction that ben had stormed off to. i see him on the balcony, smoking a cigarette. 

"you know that will kill you one day, right?" 

ben swivels around, and we make eye contact yet again. he hangs his head low with a smirk. 

"classic y/n, caring about others more than herself." ben smirks, raising the stick of death to his lips. i roll my eyes and walk towards him, plucking the cigarette out between his fingers and throwing it over the balcony. 

ben clenches his jaw and chuckles but doesn't say anything, instead he turns and faces the city lights in front of us. i mimic his actions and stand next to him, not fully but still next to him. 

"what was that about back there?" i ask eagerly. ben says or does nothing for a few seconds but then turns his head to look at me. i turn my whole body and place one hand on my hip, waiting patiently for his answer. 

his eyes look me up and down and then back to my eyes. "i don't know y/n, i really don't." ben finally says, holding the eye contact. i bite my lower lip, still expecting more from him. 

"how's sienna doing?" i ask, deciding to tease him. this causes him to snap. he grabs my face in between his hands and forces his lips onto mine. to be honest, i'm not surprised at all. i was leaving with a kiss from him tonight either way. after a few seconds, he pulls away, his hands still connected to my face and his forehead now pressed against mine. 

"i want you y/n, not her." i can't help but smile and blush at that. 

"i'd hoped you'd say that, but what about-" 

"i don't give a shit at what others think, i'm happy with you and i have been for the past two years." i throw my arms around his neck, bringing my lips back onto his. 

best. night. ever. 

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this is short, i'm sorry but i'm tired right now and i can't think straight. but anyway i hope you sort of like it! bye for now 

<3 

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