queen & borhap one shots

ben

"for god's sake, we are NOT DATING!"

both ben and i have been trying to convince joe, lucy, rami and gwil that ben and i are just friends and nothing more but of course, they don't believe a word of what we're saying.

"sorry, what i didn't hear you. did you say you are dating?" joe asks sarcastically. he dodges the throw pillow i chuck towards him. 

"look guys, why can't you just accept the fact that y/n and i are only friends? why do you have to say otherwise?" ben asks. i nod in agreement. 

"because it's obvious there is some sexual tension between you two and either you're too blind to see it or you're choosing to ignore it." lucy states, matter-of-factly as she crosses her arms over her chest and leans back against rami. 

my ears then started to feel hot and the temperature in this room got higher and higher with each breath i took. i look over at ben who was coincidentally already looking at me. he shrugs his shoulders and looks away. 

okay yes, lucy may be right with her 'always sometimes correct' statements that she always seems to make but i've accepted that ben will never see me the way i have seen him for the past 5 years. 

"got something on your mind, y/n?" rami asks, snapping me out of my thoughts. i gulp and look at everyone except ben. 

"no, i'm fine, just gonna go get a drink." i say as i stand up and walk towards the kitchen. 

"get me a beer love?" gwil asks. i smile and nod as i enter the kitchen.

once i'm in the kitchen, i walk over to the sink and splash water in my face. jesus, it is so fucking hot in this house. 

"are you okay?"

i turn around to see ben standing in the doorway with his hands in his pockets. i grab the nearest tea towel and dry my hands. 

"yeah i'm good." lie.

"are you sure?"

"yup." another lie. 

"c'mon y/n, i've known you forever, i know when something's up. c'mon just tell me." he pries as he walks closer towards me. 

i sigh, "fine, if you wanna know what's wrong, lucy's right, okay? you and i both know lucy is right ben. you cannot tell me that there is not one thing going on between us." oh my god, i finally said it. i've been wanting to say that for years and now that it's out in the open, i feel as if a weight has fallen off my chest. 

"yeah, you're right."

huh? "huh?" 

he slowly starts walking more closer but i can't tell since my brain is running a marathon with thoughts. 

"there has always been something between us. i'm glad you said it and not me." and that's when i feel his soft lips on mine. without even processing, i find my hands tangled in his hair and all of a sudden i'm sitting on the kitchen counter with him standing in between my legs. 

he places his forehead on mine, "you're mine now."

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love ben <3

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