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The sirens in my head
Lure the victims
And The monsters in my veins
Ruin their reality****************
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"Not everyone is sane" That sudden statement halted the tired idol from looking at the news as he let out a deep sigh of frustration "I didn't do anything jimin. I have no idea why that guy behaved oddly"
This time jimin threw the phone away which was running that awful news. *Jeon Jungkook harassed one of his Fan* it titled
"His sketches weren't even that good. Probably he was just a beginner trying to learn. I didn't want to discourage him so I just praised. Right then he looked so shocked that I felt like I did something horrible" Jungkook explained while staring up at his fellow idol "I don't even remember his face"
"Alright, that's enough. Let them burn this drama. Your fans are already furious at the news reporters. You should only concentrate on your comeback next month Jungkook. Your fans are literally commenting comforting words to you" jimin smiled earning a small nod from the younger one before he left Jungkook's apartment.
Park jimin has been quite popular for the past 8 years because of his dance skills and unique voice. Even though he was much more experienced than Jungkook, the man didn't hesitate to be there whenever the younger needed him. They both were from different companies but their friendship stood much deeper than they thought.
Another empty sigh left from the male, eyes following outside that big window and smiling slightly at the morning's sharp sunlight. His apartment felt too quiet. Leaving his home at the age of 14 to become an idol, Jungkook didn't realize that he would be grabbing success this early. As much as the happiness and respect he earned throughout the years, his shoulders became tenser with the burden of responsibilities and doubts.
How funny is that the idols always talk about accepting yourself no matter what size, color or gender you are but they force themselves to stay skinny, to not eat more than one meal or simply don't eat for a few days straight. They care about their looks too much even they get depressed over it. They are uncertain but nobody cared to think about it. Everyone was always assuming that the idols are sophisticated plenty just because they always talk about self-love. Does the idol love themselves enough? Nobody questions it. Even they couldn't dare to reveal their sexuality in a fear of getting judged. Too much double standard, isn't it?
Jungkook looked at the ramen cup sitting on his table for at least 2 days. He was craving to eat some but he was hesitant. What if he gained weight? What if he couldn't meet the qualities that his next comeback requires? He just felt like an alarm clock, always ready to warn himself before doing anything he yearned for. Sometimes he wonder why was he even doing these but when his beautiful eyes fell on his adorable fans and when his ears shivered with the melodious Fanchants, everything felt so worthy to him. That pushes him to go extreme with himself.
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