submissive harry styles

keep me safe in your arms

Harry's vision was blurry.

He tried to blink the blurriness away to be able to look at Y/N clearly because all he could see was a blurry outline of her features. He rubbed his eyes with his knuckles, hearing a soft clunk and feeling Y/N's arm brush against him. It sort of felt like he was in a daze, like he was dreaming whilst fully awake at the same time. He had only gone into subspace two times before and Y/N was particularly rough tonight, so she wouldn't be surprised if he was in that headspace currently. She was more than willing to coax him out of it, anyway.

"You okay?" She asked him softly and he could finally see her clearly now. She was sitting beside him, on the edge of the bed. She had also gotten dressed already, wearing a loose t-shirt with comfortable shirts. She must have cleaned him up already while he was passed out as well with a damp cloth because he was no longer dirty, just naked.

"'M fine." He said, voice a little rough.

"Do you think you can come back to me, hm?"

"Dunno'." He bit his lower lip softly and she laughed a little.

"That's okay. Drink." She said, taking the cold glass of water on the nightstand. He sat up a little, taking the glass to take a few sips. The water had barely even reduced once he was done and he was about to place it back down on the nightstand, only for her to stop him.

"More, you know that wasn't enough."

Harry couldn't help but smile a little as he pressed the edge of the glass against his lips once more, taking gulps of the cool water and feeling it go down his throat smoothly until there was nothing but a small drop left at the bottom. He was able to place it on the nightstand this time. She then took the small container beside the glass that was filled with fresh strawberries they had just bought recently, opening it and placing the cap beneath it. She popped one into her mouth and grabbed another for Harry. She assumed that he was going to take it from her hand, but instead he parted his lips, as if he wanted her to feed it to him.

She smiled around the strawberry in her mouth, shaking her head a little as she pressed the strawberry to his lips, allowing him to take a bite.

Before this relationship, Y/N had absolutely no idea what subspace was. She had never even heard the word before. She hadn't explored the whole BDSM thing yet and had never taken one of the dominant/submissive roles during sex. Being with Harry let her explore her body more, the insides and out. They liked trying new things, it was what made things so fun and exciting that it made their hearts race with anticipation. Harry was more fond of taking up the submissive role while Y/N took up the dominant role in bed, so that was their dynamic.

Once they had finished eating, she left the room for a little while to put the leftover strawberries back in the fridge, so Harry had to deal with that loneliness that barely even lasted a minute.

Once she came back, she sat back down on the bed. She looked at him and he gave her a lopsided smile and she could already sort of tell he was in subspace based off of that doe-like look in his eyes. He was also very clingy (even more than he already was), she had learned, which was why he was grabbing her hand and pulling her closer to him now.

"You're not even going to get dressed?" She chuckled softly.

He only shook his head.

"But that's not fair, you're naked and I'm fully clothed-"

"Kiss me, please?"

She only hummed, giving him a quick kiss on the lips, murmuring a quiet 'so needy' under her breath before she did. He groaned softly once she pulled away, wanting more than just that. She would roll her eyes and laugh whenever Harry was really needy, but deep down she really did love how he would beg for kisses or to hold him because he was cold (he was never really that cold, he just wanted to feel her arms around him tightly) or hug her waist with his face pressed into her head, and it was probably one of the things she treasured most in her life.

He looked at her pleadingly and so she gave in, like she always did, and leaned in to press her lips to his. They closed their eyes and Harry's arms snaked around her waist to keep her close, tilting his head to the side a little as he let his lips part. She placed a hand on his cheek, letting out a soft sigh of satisfaction into his mouth.

"Was that enough?" She asked softly once she pulled away.

"Barely."

a/n: yes i know you can't tell if someone was in subspace based off of a look in their eyes BUT this is fanfiction so who cares😁 anyway thank you for reading!! feedback is always appreciated 🫶 love you