5 | 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

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Beau's POV

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Beau's POV

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"Beau, tell me about that day again."

"We were on our way to visit grandma. The plane crashed." I begun to repeat the same story I've told her a million times. "All I could hear was the alarm and the sounds of her screams as we were going down. My mom screams."

"Mom!" I called out to her from my seat in front of hers. Tears fell from her face. Her eyes shut tight. She screamed and screamed and I froze.

"I couldn't find dad." I shrugged, wiping my red nose. "Maybe his seat was too far, or... I don't know. But I searched for him."

"Dad?!" I looked around. All the unknown faces blurred out so that I could find the familiar one. "DAD?!!!"

"And then, darkness. I felt.. suffocated. Makes sense, considering I woke up in the ocean."

I coughed up the water that was lunged in my airway. My eyes flickered open. I was floating on one of the broken pieces of the airplane.

"I was close to shore, so I started swimming. Past the dead bodies. And then I saw them..."

"M-Mom?" Tears formed in my eyes. She looked so... lifeless. Not too far from her was my dad. I couldn't help the tears that streamed down. Though I was crying, I stayed silent. Not by choice.

"I felt the pain take place in my throat and chest." I spoke, trying not to start sobbing as the memory replayed in my head.

"I was there for... a month, I was told, before, uh, someone came." I looked up from the floor to see the look my therapist was giving me. A sympathetic one.

"Yeah, it's terrible," I shrugged, sitting back in my chair, "but, I'm fine."

"Are you sleeping better?" She asked causing me to nod. The real answer was no. But I just wanted these talks to stop. It's like they were pressuring me to feel better about something that happened only four months ago.

"Nightmares?"

"No." Yes. Every night. I can't get their faces out of my mind.

She sighed, putting her notebook away and folding her hands. "So, no more headaches?"

"Nope." Of course. I have one right now.

"So, nothings wrong? At all? You're completely okay and don't need help?" She looked like she was challenging me. Asking if I was telling the truth with only her eyes, though we both knew the answer.

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