y/n; what about yui
ran; i will break up with her but if you chose not to then i will stay with her
with that said he got up and was about to leave
i wanted to say yes i liked him too but something was stopping me and i realised what it was
A WEEK LATER
i got discharged and ran wanted to come pick me up but i told him not to i had to stop by somewhere before i decide on my answer to ran
y/n; long time no see sho-kun
i was at the grave of my first boyfriend
y/n; you know i spent half of my life regretting what i did i became an alcoholic , a whore and a smoker i bet you didnt expect i would become like this right
i bowed my head down
y/n; im sorry and i will be for the rest of my life but i wanna be happy now i hope you will give me your blessing to be happy i will never forget you in any way
then i felt a hand on my head as someone whispered
"i never blamed you from the start , my love i want you to be happy we will meet again in our next life so promise to look for me"
i looked up but no one was there oh my god
i got on my bike and headed straight to ran
bodyguard; miss y/n?
y/n; im looking for ran
bodyguard; im sorry but hes not home
y/n; just let me in
bodyguard; as you wish miss
i went in and went to upstairs
maybe i should talk to rindou first i need to clear the air as the elevator door opened i bumped into someone
y/n; im sorry
i looked up and saw rindou
y/n; oh god uhm i need to talk to you
then we both went to his room
y/n; im sorry rindou i rejected you for the wrong reasons but im sure you already know i like your brother
rindou; no need to explain y/n we are good i wanna be with you but i wanna see my brother happy so please dont break his heart and if he does something to you , you can always tell me i will beat him up
i chuckled and then i went to rans room and waited for him
i never really looked at his room so i walked around and i saw a picture of him and rindou with their parents when they were kids
he looked so happy gosh i remembered when i was a kid they were arguing a lot ever since i turned 3 i kind of expected that they will be divorce soon
ran; y/n what are you doing here you should be home resting
y/n; why shouldn't you be happy to see me
ran; of course im happy to see you but what are you doing here
y/n; yes ran
ran; yes what- oh my god
