I woke up to someone loudly walking past my bedroom door, oh maybe it's Lucas I say to myself going to check, as soon as I hear his voice I stop dead, it's him, he sounds drunk again, just like always and it never turns out good for me when he's like this, i pretend to sleep sometimes but that never works, I go for walks and its ok for awhile, until the dread sets in as i know i have to go back and face him, I sometimes think to my self "what if i never went home" I tried it a couple times but he always finds me and when he does its always worse, sometimes i can't walk for days because it feels like my body is ripping itself apart.
Well thats not how it used to be before. when she was still here, we weren't perfect but atlest we were happy at least.
Starlyn-Alexandra-Black that was her name from the minute she was born everyone liked her she was full of love joy and always made everyone laugh especialy me. did i mention that she was my twin big shock i know.
I was born 2 mins after Star but it never felt like like it she always made me feel like we were the same.
she always said "we were born as twins we are each others other piece so we might as well treat eachother as such" and we always understood each other wether it was a look or a action.
we were 16 when it happend the day my life changed no one saw it coming least of all me.
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