Can I also be a hero? [Complete]

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷.

|Sanzu POV|

I had blood running down my knuckles from punching the brick wall, I was beyond pissed like what the actual fuck I've always stayed by Mikey's side when everyone of his other friends left him, yet he believes some other bitch and not me Its always the dam same he trusts everyone else than me who he's known since childhood someone who didn't do anything to betray him I could have left long time ago from what he did to me but I didn't.

Why did I even stay with this idiot. Has he ever thanked me for anything no, he didn't even apologies for these scars. Maybe I should have left when Baji left us...

I was always so fucking tired of life so why not. I sat near my desk and handwrote all the letters to Bonten, especially to my lover Rindou I just can't continue on with life I just want to be free. I laid the letters right where anyone who walks in could see. I make my way towards the bathroom and opened one of the draws and I saw my knife I smiled.

I watch the crimson red bloom from my arm as it ran down my arm making it look like a river it was a beautiful sight. I cut more and deeper, making the shade daker and more running down onto the floor making it look like a ocean.

"What beautiful artwork" I mumbled, then my head was getting dizzy I drop to the ground falling into my blood bath and watch my clothes absorb the red liquid 'what a beautiful masterpiece'.

I start laughing while showing a true smile watching as my life is being drained quicker and quicker I felt so much peace who knew death could be so beautiful and peaceful I smiled.

Today is finally the day just wait Baji.

I watch my bathroom door being burst opened, the one person who actually cared about me but I just can't living. I watch his eyes widen and tears started to shed while he pulled onto his lap hugging me. Before I died, I whisper "愛してる りんどう" as I softly smiled as I looked up to see Rindou's crying face then Everything was dark.

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"W-What?!?!" I'm still fucking alive, but I don't see all the stuff a hospital would have I walked around the place seemed familiar, but I couldn't place my tongue on it. I was walking down the hallway then something in the conner of my eye made me shocked.

"Mucho...." I mumbled "Why are you making so much noise at 4:40am Sanzu?" I hear him ask while walking into my vision isn't he dead??? I was freaking out, I didn't realise he had walked closer towards me.

"-Zu you alright?" he asked once again quickly snap out of my thoughts and answered with a "I'm fine" and placed my poker face just like how I would back then. I bowed and said "Sorry if I woke you up" I stayed like that till I felt something patting me head I looked up and saw Mucho smiling at me, I was confused on what was happing "Don't worry about it"

I just nod and Mucho goes back to his room to sleep well I was lost in thoughts I walked over towards the kitchen and saw that we needed more food so luckily I had money and left a note on the bench and got into warmer clothes and walked out the door after putting my shoes on.

As I was walking I went inside the shops and got some food that would last us a couple of days till Mucho next big payday. I then see a calendar and saw it was only a day before Valhalla vs Toman fight so I could think of a plan to try save Baji.

As I walked home I saw a kitty so I pick it up and saw it didn't have a home, so I took him along with me as we finally got home I placed the bags on the bench and walked towards Mucho room and banged on the door.

He opens the door a couple of seconds later "Yes Sanzu?" I held the kitten in my hands up showing the cat "Can we keep him???" I asked I saw Mucho think before nodding saying, "Yea but you are looking after its snice I have no idea how?" I smiled and he could see it snice I wasn't wearing my mask "let's get you washed kitty"

(What should I name the cat? Request some names and whichever one I like the most I'll name it that)

I walked into the bathroom and started washing the kitten and dried him he looked so adorable

As the day wenton while I played with (Cat name) I also went out and got him a collar, food,toys, drink bowl and a eating bowl, I also got him a bed and some other things.As I made all 3 of us dinner I went to Mucho bedroom and knocked on the doorwhich made him open it "dinner" I say and walked away and was readyto eat dinner.

After cleaning up dinner I picked up (Cat Name) and let him play with his new things in my room and started making plans onto saving Baji I saw it was late and I went to where I hid some drugs and pills and all that shit and took some sleeping pills which makes me fall asleep after 20 mins so I had to wait.

(Cat Name) slept next to me on my bed he is very fluffy I could hear her purr as I patted her. I look at the ceiling and then I remembered how Rindou looked at me I felt guilty all up in my chest. I sign and cuddle (Cat Name) feeling the effect of the pill and fell asleep.