2:37 AM
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I'd usually be asleep by now, but ddots been ignoring my calls and texts for the past few days. and I'm getting hella worried. He's been distant lately. If he was gonna be out late he could've just told me, now I'm sitting here in my bed stressing abt where this boy is at. I try calling him again but it goes straight to voicemail. I call him one more time and he finally picks up.
"Yo ma what you doin up?" he said looking at the phone confused
"waiting for you to pick up the fucking phone, what are you doing out so late Darrian?!"
"first of all, don't be using my government like that ion like it, second of all I'm at the studio right now. third of all loose yo attitude." he said nonchalantly.
"loose my attitude? you've been hella distant and I don't think you've noticed but it's affecting me more than you think it is.I've been loosing sleep over it. I never know if you're safe or not. you've been in that Studio for an entire two weeks Darrian , when are you gonna have time for me? For us?" my voice was getting shaky, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes.
"imma need you to chill on that. I have a life outside of you Y/N, my life don't revolve around you. I gotta get this music out, can we talk about this tomorrow?" ddot said showing little to no interest.
"thats all you've been saying, 'can we talk about this tomorrow' anytime I get the chance to talk to you Darrian! It's like you don't care anymore! If you want to break up with me just say that , because this isn't easy for me." tears started streaming down my face.
"ma cmon, y know tha-"
"bye Darrian."
And with that I hung up. I wasn't in the mood for whatever excuse he had this time. If he does care about me he gon do something about this. I put my phone on DND and went to get some sleep.
DDOTS POV:
"thats all you've been saying, 'can we talk about this tomorrow' anytime I get the chance to talk to you Darrian! It's like you don't care anymore! If you want to break up with me just say that , because this isn't easy for me.
I feel extremely guilty but I've been tryna get this song out for a while and I'm almost done. Imma give her all the attention she wants when I get back.
"ma cmon, y know tha-"
"bye Darrian."
She really just hung up on me like that?When I see her imma have to apologize for the way I've been acting, ion wanna lose her. I sent her a couple messages telling her that I love her and to have a good night and got back to work.
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A/N:
HEYY YALLL IK THIS IS MAD SHORTTTTT , I MIGHT EDIT THIS TMR IDK BUT YEAH BTW ION BE WANTING NO GHOST READERSS I WANT YALL TO INTERACT W MY STUFF. IMMA MAKE A PART TWO BUT IDK WHEN CUZ SCHOOL IS KICKING MY ASSSS RN
