𝐏𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐇𝐢𝐦 ⚠︎︎

𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘

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SADNESS consumes me daily, watching you both. I tried, to make this feelings to vanish, but it's stupid ... useless.

  " I can't no more "

The way your eyes light up, when you see him... make my heart break even more. What do I have to do so that you can look at me the same way ?

" I love your eyes "
I  love urs too , Jungkookie "

Did I got the wrong signals ? Did you even like me ? Did you even felt something for me ? When we kissed in the rooftop ? Did you even consider my feelings , when you told me to forget about it ?". When it was the best day of my life....

Was
Was my
Was my favorite
Was my favorite day

Hate myself for thinking, it meant something for you. I loved you Jimin, more than I loved myself. I would of done anything for you, but at the end it was useless, because all of this is a memory, that's gonna be left behind. Because ...

I left your side
Forever.

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" Good-afternoon, are you Park Jimin ?". He nods, while looking at the officer confused. The officer hands him a box, that had a note along with it.

" Jeon Jungkook, wanted me to give this to you". Jimin looks at him, and then at box.

  "For Park Jimin."
- Jjk

" Why couldn't he give me this in person ?". The officer takes his cap off, and looks at Jimin. " Jeon Jungkook body was found, inside the river last night, we don't know the reason, but we suspect he committed suicide. He has no scratches, or any type of DNA letting us know he got assaulted. We went inside his department to search for any clues, we found a note. Indicating us to give you this. I'm truly sorry for ur lost Jimin ".

Jimin let the box go, with tears on his eyes. Jungkookie ? His Jungkookie ? " No you can't be for real, this gotta be a prank ". Jimin stared at the officer for any response, but he got none.

It's a joke
It gotta be a joke
You didn't leave me Jungkook
right ?

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I look at the box, I haven't opened it. It's been four months since your funeral. I miss you, why did you do this ? Why did you left me.

" Jimin, when we turn eighteen do you wanna live together ?".
" Of course Jungkookie, you and I always together ".

I feel a tear roll down my cheek, we had lots of plans together.

  " Jimin, promise you will never leave me .....".
" I promise kookie ".

I walk up to the box, and grab it while my hands started to shake. I take the lid off and I see thousands of envelopes inside of the box. Colors red,black,white, grey. I grab an envelope and open it slowly....

YOU KISSED ME !! i can't believe it. I felt THOUSANDDD of butterflies!! Did you felt the same ?? I hope you did

Love your smile, the way it makes moons. The way you cover ur mouth when you laugh, or how your checks get red when your embarrassed.

Oh, you have a boyfriend. Since when ? Why didn't you told me.

Oh, ur smiling. My heart shattered.

" Jungkook do you think he
is going to like this "
" Jungkook, do I look good "
You look more than perfect. Perfect for him, not for me.....

" I love you " if only I could say this words easily to you.

You guys in the front, me in the back
you both holding hands
you laughing, he staring at you
my heart shattering
That's how it gotta be
and how it's going to be.

Do you like me ?
Do u love me ?

Maybe, in a universe we were meant to be, we were meant to be one. Meant to together.

But not in this one.

But one thing I'm really I know
That no one loved you more than I did
Jimin, no one.

For the last time
I love you Park Jimin.

- JJK.

The box fell down to ground, while jimin clutch the notes in his hand. His uncontrollability sobs, made him have hard time breathing.

" Love you to Jeon Jungkook "

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hope you all enjoyed this short story !!!
Thank you for choosing " Pacify Him ".
- ki <3