Back in Time: I Choose to Love You

Chapter 137: Regret

He looked at Fu Zhen, then at Si Mi and Shang Yu. “We can look forward to it! Who knows, maybe a miracle will happen?”

Tears rolled down Shang Yu’s cheeks. If Si Yan really could never wake up, then Si Yan would experience a lot of her love and regret!

“Gao Ping is dead! She deserved it. The obsession and nightmare that has haunted you for so many years, it’s time for her to wake up! Si Yan!”

Lei Ming’s eyes were red as he sat beside Si Yan and said to him, “You’re not such a weak person! Wake up quickly! Didn’t you say that after you’re done with all of this, you want to make a big company with me that dominates the information technology field? You have to hurry up! Otherwise, I won’t wait for you!” Lei Ming cried. He whimpered and lowered his head!

Fu Zhen held Si Mi’s hand and silently looked at her. Si Mi’s eyes were red, but they were bright. She didn’t look too depressed or sad. She looked at Fu Zhen and said, “I’m fine! Don’t worry.”

She slowly walked forward and patted Lei Ming’s shoulder. Then she looked at Shang Yu who was silently crying and said, “Brother will definitely persevere! He is such a strong and brave person. He will!”

The resolute and non-pessimistic temperament of Si Mi gave Shang Yu some strength and courage! No amount of sadness and depression could change anything. She wiped away her tears and said to Si Mi, “I believe in him too! I will always be with him!”

Si Mi saw Shang Yu’s strong, deep feelings in her eyes! She was very happy to know that Shang Yu had a deep love for her brother. There was another person who loved Si Yan deeply in this world!

After Lin Nan and Fu Zhen left the ward, Shang Yu held Si Mi’s hand and chatted for quite a while. “The last time I saw him was during our school anniversary. He looked much more mature than when he was in school, but he looked very tired! I didn’t know that he had silently endured so much pain alone!”

Si Mi did not understand Shang Yu, but that did not stop her. She could learn more about Si Yan from her. “Then, why did you break up back then?”

Shang Yu turned back to look at Si Yan. “Because my family’s business had moved overseas. I wanted him to go overseas with me to develop, but he refused and didn’t want to tell me the reason! So, slowly, we lost touch!”

“Brother was afraid that this matter would implicate you! Because at that time, he was indeed quite helpless. He had to fight against Si Long alone, but he also had to guard against and investigate Gao Ping. He really had no time to be in two places at once!” Si Mi defended Si Yan slightly!

Shang Yu looked at Si Mi and smiled. “You don’t have to explain these things for him! Since I’ve chosen to come back, I want to stay by his side and wait for him to wake up. I want to give him and me a chance to start over! I’ll wait. He can explain it to me personally!”

Si Mi looked at her with reddened eyes. “Thank you, Sister Shang Yu!” She wanted to thank Shang Yu for giving Si Yan such a chance!

Si Mi had never heard Si Yan mention his lover before. Shang Yu was also a brave and stubborn person. Si Yan had so many things hidden in his heart, and the responsibilities and hatred he carried were so heavy!

Perhaps, he also loved Shang Yu deeply. It was just that many uncertainties in the future were placed in front of him. He had to consider whether he could give Shang Yu the life she looked forward to!

In the end, he could only choose one of two things. He could let go of Shang Yu and face the pain of parting alone, or he could choose to face disappointment and regret!

Si Mi felt that her brother’s handling of this matter was very inappropriate. Shang Yu did not look like a delicate flower that could not withstand the wind. From the very beginning, he had removed Shang Yu from his world!

He looked like he was really thinking of Shang Yu and did not want her to be involved in these matters. However, this was precisely the point of digging into a dead end! Si Yan did not confide in Shang Yu about the things he was carrying. He just blindly pushed people out of his world and kept his heart in check, but he never took the initiative to probe Shang Yu’s thoughts. Did Shang Yu really mind these things? Was she willing to shoulder these things with him?

He did not think about these things, so he cut off contact with Shang Yu! Si Yan may lack this little bit of courage. Love can experience wind and rain, and should not use your own subjective assumptions to directly deny your lovers. Perhaps, they are braver than you think, like Shang Yu. Just like this!