Mixed Emotions | Magcon Fanfiction

Chapter 30 - New Beginnings

1 month later

I've had many thoughts and choices, but I was confused for myself, but I'm doing it now.
It was night, 1:23am precisely.
I'm leaving, I hate myself, I hate everyone they've treated me like dirt the past month, they all turned on me. I'm going mental, I have many scars on my arms, thighs then you can count.

I walked into my room, I've moved into my own room at the magcon house, I don't know why I'm stilling living here. But now I'm going to leave. I haven't been in here for ages.. I took a pen and paper from my draws and I wrote a letter.

' by the time you see this I'm long gone, don't contact me, cause I've changed my phone number. Remember that I'm not the person you think I will be in a year. Bye.'

I know that it didn't remember explain anything but I'll just leave them with nothing.

I packed all my belongs that could fit in two suitcases and a bag.
I walked down the stairs struggling to pull my suitcases down without making any noise, the boys were gone drinking or something I didn't really listen.

I walked to the door. This is it. I knew what I was going to pursue, I'm going to do it.
I opened the door handle, and I heard someone speak.

"Where are you going?"
I turned around to see Taylor. Great. How am I going to explain the shit I'm going to do. (Badass much and no she's not going to be a kung fu person and no she's not going to kill people Jesus people start praying it's going to be good)

"I'm leaving. If you want me to be happy then let me."
"No tell me where your going" He started walking towards me, I started getting nervous, he's going to stop me.
"Taylor, please promise me.Don't tell anyone, just remember that I'm not going to be the same person anymore."
He sighed.
"I promise."
I turned around and walked, I didn't look back, I grabbed a cab and the driver drove me to the airport.
I don't know if it was a good idea, but I hope Taylor kept his promise.

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It's not over. Not just yet, one more chapter.