LONGING FOR SOULMATE

CHAPTER-7

Cold breeze flows its way to the silent room through the window. In the room, a person is sleeping on the bed peacefully. When the cold breeze touched his skin, he moved a little bit and totally hid under the soft blanket but he didn't plan to wake up early today.

A shining bright sun rays are directly passing through the window to the room where a boy sleeping peacefully on the bed. At looking his facial expressions, he was definitely dreaming about something really special in a good way but his dream world is break due to the bright and warm sunlight.

Slowly, he open his eyes and get up from his bed then sat on the edge of bed while thinking of something or maybe about his dream which seen before wake up but unfortunately, this only a dream not reality.

He was lost in his thought so he is not aware of the presence of another person. His trains of thought came to end the sound of the tray which came to the bedside table. While he was in the dream world, his mother brought him breakfast. Seeing this sad face of his son, she does not want to free him from that pain by telling him the truth, but now that truth will also make it difficult for his son to survive by adding more wounds. To deal with his son's heartbreaking situation immediately, she is not ready or says she wants to escape from this situation.

She is well aware of her son's deviant behavior but the reality is still terrifying. She wants to keep her son away from that pain even if it is for a moment, but she doesn't know how many lives have been destroyed by hiding this truth indirectly. Now his son is like a machine. He has neither excitement nor emotions. There is only a stony heart that beats but is lost somewhere in the mass of throbbing wounds or may be hidden into the shell which is built from ice to protect the heart from hurt and mending wounded cells.

A mother knows her son better than others. He was used to mischievous and friendly personality. Always stay with group of friends as well as talking and laughing on their pranks. Now that personality is nowhere to be found around him. He was cold like ice and rigid on work like robot.

That talkative boy dramatic change into savage person and very little word use for speak. He is totally isolated person, doesn't like crowded place as well as lonely person who have no friends... His eyes used to shining like stars but nowadays there are no sparkle. Face has no any expression, dull eyes, no more smile on his lip but totally gip tightly both lip, looking him anyone can able to say he has live his life but no more alive his soul in there. As a mother looking her son like this, break her heart million pieces but not able to disclose the truth to her son because she knew truth was also very horrible.

John was changed emotionally and physically, internally and externally both. Teenage John wasnot here anymore. An introvert person who never shows his inner turmoil to others. His parents were responsible for the dramatic change in him, but still his father refused to back down from his words. Today, they are regretting for their decision but it's too late to backoff from their decision. Looking at their cheerful son changed into a machine which only now does his work, no emotion, no smile, no tear, no dream, no friends, hurts their heart also but they didn't have power to go in the past and changed their decision. This guilt eats them every second.

This is a cruel world where innocent and pure life crashes in reality and due to the struggle to live in reality they are going to make their life tough and cruel like this world. The pure and innocent are harshly thrown on the fire for suffering to If by being able to survive the chance they are never this cruel society give them easy life and peacefully healing these wounds.

They are always there to remain their wounded life and throw their harsh words to renew the wound fresh. So, going through this way, this pure and innocent soul is dying little by little at time passing then once their soul is totally dead. Only then, they breathe in relief and laugh to their own cruel victory. They never want to acknowledge or are not able to know for their own sinful behaviour! only feel proud for being able to make a person pure to cruel like monster.. Just like that John also survived from this cruel world and made a machine like person.

John made a very strong and thick ice shield around his broken heart which is never ever able to mend a few. His heart broke beyond the healed. So, he protectively Shield his heart into ice because it will not die totally or decay by warmth.