I finally had the urge to talk to this girl. I told her how much I loved seeing her every weekend. She wanted to start a YouTube but she wouldn't start yet. But I told her we will do a video when she has a million subscribers that we can do a gaming video of some sort. I found out that her life is very common to mine except one thing. I'm a sensation and she is a low getting started youtuber. So I told her that I would help her. I got there and she was home from the hospital her stomach has been needing surgery. She told me everything will be okay and that she will start her YouTube channel of Jessica Jay on May 22 of 2015. And that's when it hit me she has been a fan ever since her friends Portia and Aspin had shown her my amnesia a late night drink. That's when my mistake happend. This weekend of Friday may 8 of 2015 I went to her house to talk to her but she had been crying. I asked her what was wrong. She asked me to come in and I sat on her black rose bed with a long purple body pilliow. She told me that she was sorry over and over again. But her dad had surgery and she forgot to wish him luck just in case something would go wrong. I went to her and told her that I loved her even though she was younger then me (age doesn't matter). Next weekend I will talk to her again before her surgery and make sure to say that I love her and will never let go.
