Love or war? (Benimaru x Reader)

Denial

Feeling mesmerised by everything that's been happening lately (Y/N) has been overthinking every little detail, maybe it was a little hysterical but it was just the way (Y/N) was, Quickly snapping out of it (Y/N) was on the way to find Konro since he would would always give great advices and was a great friend sometimes (Y/N) thought that beni should take notes from Konro,

And so speaking of the devil Konro appeared out of thin air , startled but trying to keep it cool (Y/N) bowed her head "ahh Konro I was just thinking about you " Konro furrowed his eyebrow " Well I must say i'm honoured although I'm interested in what's on your mind lately ?" Konro asked and (Y/N) just had a confused expression as she can't really answer the question properly or maybe she's just trying to deny it " Well I can't say I haven't been having anything on my mind since that would be a lie however I've been thinking of Beni lately and my feeling are all mixed i can't think clearly at all " Sh was explaining with her cheeks flushing red , Konro chuckled for a moment "What's so funny " (Y/N) asked in a sarcastic tone " Oh nothing that you have to worry about " Little did she know that he knew exactly why she felt that way " Well why don't you try to figure it out think it all through put all recent events together maybe it will give you an answer you're looking for " He smiled and left leaving (Y/N) dumbfounded.

She had to admit he's right and she eventually had to think all of this through because in her head nothing was clear at all , it was like a wave of emotions just hitting her without any reasons she would find and hopelessly trying to get herself into believing her own denials , is it because she's scared of rejection or fear of loosing another person she's bound to get attached to , she wasn't able to answer that at all.

With all that thinking and blank stating she haven't realised that a certain captain was waving his hands in front of her face "Hello ? Earth to (Y/N) do you copy ?" and at that moment she finally snapped back " Oh Benimaru im sorry i was just overthinking that's all " she replied nervously at which Benimaru patted her head leaving her in shock " It's fine if you wanna talk you can find me here later " And just like that he left and of course (Y/N)'s cheeks were in shade of a tomato and once again she was dumbfounded so it was all back to square one which was Denial.

Authors note wooo/ I took over a year off to cut u babies some slack tell a friend to tell a friend SHES BACKKKKK well bonjour guys i'm back after a year I am not making any promises on the book BUT i got inspo for next 5 chapters so yea hope y'all are well <333333